ch3lsea

LOL

2012-02-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

我自己一直以来的觉得, 告诉自己的感想给别人知道, 其实很多余. 没有什么人会去检讨与在乎.
有时侯我生气, 很容易气消, 所以没有在乎我真正的感受与感觉

新年

2012-01-22T00:02:00.002+08:00

新年来咯... 新年来咯... 最有气氛的节日...

今年依然有大街小巷都在唱的新年歌 from ASTRO群星

不错听, 还有我满多朋友都在参与

今年的新年衣, 虽然是买很多, 但是刚才开了来看, 其实还不够, 算啦吧, 我还有瞒多的衣服是少穿的, 所以还可以派上用场

况且, 过年对我来说都不过是在家, 亲戚家, 拜年拜年在拜年...

龙年必要的

不可缺少的年饼

家的LED灯线, 我是觉得美啦

其实, 我在家很闷!!

我染了个新发色, 知道是什么颜色吗??

很明显吗!!

就是紫色咯......

但是染了一个礼拜, 颜色依然一直在掉

已经染到两条毛巾了!

Wanted to know about the readers...

Question:
Do you all actually....

A) do read the post from up to toe
B) just jumping on and off in a post
C) depends on the title to read about

just wanted to know, mind to share? lets vote!

假期

2012-01-09T21:07:00.001+08:00

终于, 到了最后一张考卷了... 就在后天, 我就考完试了

熬了那么多天, 其实也不是熬, 只是觉得很闷...

醒来, 读书, 吃午饭, 读书, 吃晚饭, 读书, 睡觉

虽然, 其实真正读的时间没有很多, 多数都是在发呆...

有一天, 晚上我正在读书...

收到一个电话, 说你们都在云顶...

很好玩哦... 电话来给我看有多好玩...

好开心哦...

因为我要考试

考完试过后的感觉很爽, 因为可以放松自己...

最近都很迟睡, 不是普通的迟, 是很很很很迟...

最近也吃很多, 比普通多? 还是我的胃又变大了? 哈哈

至于假期其实是件很闷的事情...

这次的假期大概一个月长因为新年...

都不知道要做什么...

做工? 之外呢?

过年要来咯, 要买衣服了, 每年的过年, 就是我买多多衣服的时候...

希望今年能找到自己喜欢的...

假期假期, 希望能充实的过 =)

2012

2012-01-04T16:29:00.001+08:00

hello readers, is been awhile i did not update my blog. Finally is time now.
recently i've been busying with my final exam. the timing is soooo not NGAM!
my christmas, my countdown and my so on festive all happen during the exam
but however, i still get to celebrate for both the festive. =)

is 2012, the movie makes all of us afraid of end of the world, really?
it does not affect me alot, but? the 1st dream of mine in 2012, is the end of the world. wth
seeing the past year, im gonna write some emotionssss post here

the people, the things, the case around me that happen in the past year
does these makes me mature?
i dun think so, however i stated to feel myself have such a childish mind
last time, i would like to show off, now, i would not, but i sooner become small gas, sensitive and pampered person.
i feel sad and i cry, im so useless
i try to be tough, i try to be strong and but i cant control
why? why i have become such a useless girl? look to the past, im not a kind of girl like this.
but why i have changed?
i also dunno

2011, 有365天, 过得真的很快, 常说闷, 闲, 无聊, 其实都过得很快

一起读书的朋友, 忙功课, 忙到吵架, 忙到伤感情, 其实都是好的回忆

熟的朋友, 有话之说, 笑的一起笑,吵的一起吵, 过后, 都忘了, 这些都是真心话, 好朋友就是这样, 在一起没有心计, 没有收收买买, paling TRUE!!

中学时期的朋友, 都很不见, 近期大家都有车, 都能出来见见面, 大家感情依然没变, 是好事

在营里一起生活了3个多月的朋友, 现在依然联络, 我们的第三年友情, 虽然唱见面的只剩下少少, 但是我们友谊不要变, 最亲那位, 我真的很珍惜你咯~ 我们要好好的一起
最近我的朋友, 跟你们一起出去很开心, 对不起如果我说话直率, 友谊万岁!

我最爱的,QAD, 我们的第一年, 2011 365天都有你, 我很开心, 谢谢你从来没有觉得我不够好, 谢谢你守护我的每一分每一秒, 对不起我让你心痛, 对不起我让你失望, 对不起我没有信心, 所以有时会说出些很极端的话, 但是, 无法否认, 我永远都离不开你, 我真的很爱你.

nahhhhh, 2012, must be more mature thinking be strong be tough!

爱情让了累了?

2011-12-22T19:12:00.001+08:00

近期,身边的朋友都为爱而烦

她和他结束了,
他狠心(cruel!)的一话, 说累了, 让她痛的要死
其实是对的, 不然很爱他的她, 怎么会死心呢?
立刻收到了电话, 哭泣的声音, 根本听不到她要说什么
我心想 : 再次见证了, 女人, 原来真的可以为个男人爱得要生要死
他们两个, 个性很不配, 两个都脾气爆遭,
但是他们俩都各顶了大家两年多
就这样, 他不在出现在她的生活里, 生活的每一点, 每一滴都不再分享
曾经, 她的所有依靠, 如今她的陌生人.
爱情真恐怖

另外个故事
他们也分手了, 单单因为一位女生的出现
见过一面, 就喜欢上了, 犯贱? 我可以这样称呼他吗?
还是说那位女的发巧呢?
其实都不能怪别人, 只能说, 爱不够成熟

我没有站外, 因为我也是这样的女人,
我也是会有哭到心痛的时候, 也是爱一个人爱得要生要死
所以我知道, 我们不是笨, 只是太爱了
我们把他们当做是个全世界的依靠
一切都是因为爱

我不是男生, 我不知道, 可能男人也会有心痛到死的感觉
或许会偷偷哭的很惨, 我不知道,
这世界上, 没有一个人是什么都知道的, 有些东西不要知道跟好

不要想那么多? 都是骗自己的
因为我们太在乎了

TO MAKE LOVE COMPLETE,

IT NEED BOTH OF US

Christmas 2011

2011-12-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

Is another Christmas of the year 2011

I LOVE Christmas and CNY

I love Christmas songs more than others festive song

although people always say there"s nothing to celebrate for Christmas

but the mood is still there, shopping center playing Christmas song, and Santa claus with Santa rina walking everywhere in the mall

This year, i did not snap alot of Christmas tree, im kinda busy working, schools, and so on

Last year, i snap quite alot and my baby also help too as he went to SG the environment there were superb also!

the Christmas tree so leng leh!

anyway, this year i think we also never celebrate because we having exam soon!

on 28dec2011 aiyooo

i swear! i will celebrate some day in future!!! >.<

I WANT!

Let see this video! is sooooo nice!

the favourite twin singer from australia

they always sings with their awesome angel voice and one guitar on hand

that all but the melody are still beautiful

now 18 Dec, 10 more days is my exam day

gonna start preparing

gather notes and try to change my mood as now my mood swings on Christmas and CNY

hahaha

end with a #bigheadmaker pic

bye peeps! ❤

what m i thinking?

2011-12-13T14:45:00.002+08:00

怎么晚上的我,很emo,但是白天的我就不会那么emo
世上没有完美的人,我试着做最好的人,最好的情人,最好的朋友,最好的女儿
或许,全部东西就是应该要有点不好才是最好的

有时侯,我们会吵架,虽然最近我们都经常不开心,
但是,我无法否认,只要有你在的地方,我都会很开心
真的.
你真的会让我笑起来,无论是做什么
I always love you

可能就是新的一天,新的心情
现在大家都在等圣诞节,过年
走在街上,圣诞歌(我最爱), 过年歌(最有气氛的)

哎呀呀! 怎么这次的festival我更加有mood的?
我要考试了,不可以在有圣诞节,过年mood了..

ME

2011-12-13T00:24:00.001+08:00

I try to make it better,
I try to tell out all my feelings,
I realize that the somehow, the more i said, the more it worst
I never thought you would think like that,
I thought you would understand and we will "继续顶大家"

but everything end up so sucks.

I am the one that always think too much,
and i do not know how not to think too much.
people choose not to care, but i cant. sorry
i care alot
imma sensitive person, every single things i do care alot!

everynight thinking, do I am a good lover? good friend? good daughter? good sister?
I never feel tired because that what i care alot and i love

MAMA 2011

2011-12-10T16:28:00.001+08:00

I know im abit too late to post this, yesterday night i just done with all the MAMA 2011 performance video

due to last few days of busy working, assignment and shopping

after i watched all of the performances videos, i feel that those who went to the live will never regret

i bet the music and echo sure very very very good!

i wish i could be there too

the musics that they remix are just sooooo amazing!

BEAST, 4MINUTE, 2NE1, SNSD, and SJ

Last time, i used to be a crazy fan on Kpop, now not that crazy but still got follow their news

The FAV performances is 2NE1
start from 3.22

imma jerk

2011-12-08T12:22:00.001+08:00

yeah, im emo now

in this recent? or just these two days?

i think is menstrual problem

the same problem i faced and same things happen normally, i would not be so sad

but now i feel down to the max until i break down

why? i dunno

people say menstrual will make a girl feel depress. i think

i feel everything are just so not good and everything are so sad

my friends, my classmate, my assignment and my love, everyone around me make me feel so sad

i dunno why, people try to "tam" me or want me to share out my thinking

but actually

i dunno what do i really want, i want it badly, but i insist to say no, and act like i really do not need

im such a jerk!

what i want i reject, and do something that hurts myself

am i crazy or?

i dunno, im so sad now

once awhile i will be very emo like now, i also dunno why.

qad, i know u know all these days i suddenly dun wanna talk, suddenly angry towards u
i also dunno why

希望你能了解/知道.

我现在很不开心,你知道吗?

我知道我很难顶,但是,你也是有难顶的时候.我希望我们能大家顶着下去

tired of make up

2011-12-05T19:04:00.001+08:00

friday saturday sunday and monday and the few days before
i make up non stop because some interviews for jobs and work
there is no girls that hate make up, but there girls who lazy to make up like me
when i put on make up, i have those feelings, that my skin were suffering
but i need to work, i need some pocket money to shop for CNY
every CNY is my change style season, or should say is changing all my clothes
as i seldom shops i used to spent all my money on food!

last friday to sunday, maybe you all do know there are two event happening in KL
which is PIKOM PC FAIR and 2011 GAME SHOW also known as TEEN FEST 2011
i wanted to join PIKOM so badly but i failed to, so i join TEEN FEST as i found a job there as usher/ promoter
agent very strict, talk for 2sec only! agent comes : dun gather around, but actually i just wanna ask what isit... OMG!

total of 12 girls working tgt =)
all girls are friendly and crazy, when last day, i cant join them to picha picha as im rushing to another job
saw alot of photo they taken, aiyooo

the nex day, a SHELL event, the 500000 recently everyone talks about had held in HILTON KL
im the one of the usher, ushering the contestant play games, and usher the VIP to gives prices to them
easy job in few hours time

this few event makes me feel i m soooo old!
sorry to say, last time i work usually im always the youngest but now.... LOL
old liao old liao....
and all this event, actually my job scope is to make my leg pain! haha
not promoter and usher, but is to wear heels and make my leg pain as i do not wear heels often

let see some picha picha with the girls and myself =)

sister =)

im soooo tired

while im wearing my heels, sister captured

the girls cornie

fujiflim! Free by Company

the gold man

the girls =)

Shell Event, with the girls =)

im happening

2011-11-28T18:55:00.001+08:00

recently kinda busy with fun =D
not assignment anymore, although i have tons of it
but forget about it, i really very lazy, tired, and feel abit mad when i wanna start my assignment

Yesterday 27.11.11 my secondary school friend weddings dinner
not much tables but everyone do enjoy
congratulations to my mates, and wish them happily ever after
stay sweet =)

actually, this is my very 1st BOOM i received

hahaha

The new born couple with their"s pet

back to 26.11.11 my beloved one graduation

He have done his Diploma after 2year 4months of studies, and now he proceed to advanced.d

alot of people on that day, every son and daughter calling their parent asking where are you???

include him

i thought he look good, cute, and the bear bear was a gift by me.. hehe

come to the latest one, today!

a shooting day with sister again, but this time, is a beach shooting

and there are 2 photographer, so one of us one

and our theme are totally different

sister"s one is cool, and dunno why add on some happy/ sweet sweet theme

mine one is emooooooooooo

lol

i don"t like emo la.. but shooting needs, ofcoz i try my best

the moment were we going back after shooting

we"r exhausted!!!!!

AND I GOT SERIOUS SUN BURN!!!!!!!

VERY SAD AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some preview from the DSL, emooooooooo

my 19 birthday THANK YOU

2011-11-21T18:23:00.001+08:00

After 2 weeks of my 3rd november birthday

I only post all of my celebration and the picture

This year birthday, I am very happy

Although celebration are delayed, cause we all are very busy =)

On the 3rd november my actual day

A surprise from my classmate, my class were 12pm to 8pm.

So we celebrate in the class

Together with my twin, ashley chan

We were born in same day, same month and same year

And now we are in same college, same course and same class!

When i were busying with the assignment,

They off the light and they came in with the cake

Thanks guys to celebrate with me

And a present from the class -ROMP shirt

That they have plan and bought since last week

A present from my BFF

Back to 3rd Nov sharp on 12.00am

The hubby posted a video for me

He asked me,

him: have you on your facebook?

me: no oh.. why?

him: oh.. u go see see.. see which friend have posted on ur wall la

me: okok, now go see..

him: later la.. now 12.00.. i wish u happy birthday 1st

me: oh.. okok

him: .... aiya, u go see 1st la, later u call me again

hahaha~funny baby

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=310449162302964&set=t.100000136497212&type=3

i never stop smiling for 3.00min of the video

2nd day me and him went to Levain
Darl thanks alot i know you have done alot for my birthday
thanks for the celebration
i love you

the paste/ spagetti was very NICE

His curry rice also boleh boleh

The macaroons, expensive!

The baby boy

What happen the face??? boring ah???

Night time, we go Look Out point as i told him i never been there

So we hang out there and have our dinner, nice place, cold like genting

Luckily was not raining, if not we could not able to see this view

The view nice huh?

For my parents, i received ang pau from them

Not much but as a gift from them

I appreciate

We went to Victoria Station for my birthday dinner

The cousin

My sister

The sirloin was nice better

i like it

escargot with cheese!

the best in Victoria

A brownies from them

Jelly cake from my cousin

My celebration with secondary school friend

We went to VIVA home

and have Garden for our dinner

we watched "you are the apple of my eyes"

it makes us think of our past time

the funny one, the sad one, the naughty one

ahaha~ and every story we have a fatty!

our mate are going to marry soon

congratz =)

*my very 1st BOOM*

night time, we went to KAYU mamak

The present from them

They know i want this for sometime

but i never bought it

Coursemate bring me to kroom!

sing sing sing

and someone thought to surprise me with cake

hehe, kena tangkap

but nvm, i know you got my heart!

thanks for the day and fun in Kroom

do notice my "happy birthday" have burned?

my lovely friend did it!

and she blow the cake for me, coz the word are going to burned soon~

funny!

A present from both of my VIP

Last with my jimui

went to lowyat singk and also

HOMETOWN steamboat for the dinner

Dinner was good!

thanks my dear to celebrate for me

i know you all were so busy and tired already

I am very happy as everyone help me celebrate and remember my birthday

我们长大了

2011-11-12T17:19:00.001+08:00

haha, wanna write something 感性!

昨天, 和我小学/中学同学见面

说是帮我庆祝, 但是我开心是. 我们再次聚会了.

继跨年的那一天, 我们都好久不见.

haha, paiseh.. no new picture, LOL

回家的路上, 自己想回, 大家都没有变?

依然, 像以前那样

感性的, 依然如此的感性!

搞笑的, 依然的搞笑!

我们都没有变? 只是变得更加多东西烦?

我自己反而觉得

我变多话了, 我变勇敢了.

以前的我, 只是听她们说,我跟着笑.

但是现在, 我比较会讲?有吗?

我觉得是件好事诶~

我觉得我上college后真的变多话了

可能是我读的course的关系

见到不同的人, 慢慢的开始跟他们沟通

PR就是要会讲话, 不会讲, 就亏本了

所以, 我要努力!

加油! =)

Malacca 28 oct 2011

2011-11-05T17:33:00.003+08:00

28 OCT i went to malacca with my besties and NS friends
my 2nd time staying at malacca hotel as last 2 times i just went thr for 1 day trip not overnight
staying in hostel were the toilet is at outside, like those hostel were student staying.
RM58 for the hotel 1queen size bed and a small small living room.
hmmm, not bad, but just cant accept the toilet was at outside
but nvm lah. since most of the time we does not stay at the hostel
around 1+ we arrived and start our eating schedule

night time we got 2nd round to MOVIDA
2black label for 9 person was not enough
but still enjoy as everybody dance like hell

1++ follow our tour guide LWK to the places were we must go when we were in Malacca

The Gang =)

I have a enjoyable and fun trip, those boys and girls are crazy with jokes! haha~
GAO SIU...

i wish jcky could be tough and happy
back to the jcky i know
i dunno what i can help, u must be tough
DON cry anymore babesister

?

2011-11-04T12:32:00.002+08:00

怎么了我?

是否, 已经习惯天天出门, 就算没用钱没花费, 只要在外面就爽?

我是否习惯了这个坏习惯?

而现在, 今天, 上课到 9.30 就放学了. 过后回家?

我闷闷不乐ey

或许是我的生日其间?? 所以不想一个人在家??

或许是星期五?? 所以我不想在家??

我想要出去, 今天, 现在~ 就是现在!

Taken at Look out point with baby

Just for this moment, i don"t want to be alone.

boring to the max

no idea mood swing

2011-11-02T00:41:00.001+08:00

yeah~ mood swing, no idea what happen.. =X
too much of work? maybe, assignment starting and i dunno what should do as i skip the 1st week of this sem where tutor used to brief us about coursework and assignment.
as usual asking one to one, facebook chatbox on and off, once uguys saw me on facebook chatbox mean im working with my assignment and those time are mostly late night 10+++.
now is 12.30am, i am actually done my part of work, but just don"t feel like sleeping yet although i am already very tired ==
maybe just too worry about my groupmate, their are not done yet.
oh yah! maybe is because money problem too, recently i use too much and my wallet left so so so little cash only! how to survive in this week when my birthday is coming?
hah!my birthday is coming soon countdown ing 24hour?
hmmm, i am one year older now =(
anyway, should not looking forward coz all my friends around are busy with assignment and some own problem
and also! EVERYONE ARE SO BROKE NOW!
what to do, end of the year..
well, kinda sleepy already. goodnight peeps!

sunday of a week

2011-10-23T23:48:00.003+08:00

end of a week =) is sunday, last week are all about food! most of my friend was surprise when i can eat this many. my "engine" does really can fit in a cow. but actually, normally i did not eat this many.
i can eat double in a meal, so is 3meal a day 6set. @@
most of my friend said that im getting thinner and thinner, so yeah! should start eating without worries and control! but...... for 1 week, i think i have gain weight? hmmm... or maybe due to *constipation* X_X i feel so sad and suffer!

The food!!! =D eat like no tomorrow please =)

whole day class!

2011-10-20T08:54:00.000+08:00

today my class start from 10.00am to 8.00pm.. omg!!
after the tiring class, i went for a outing with him n his friend
we tried a steak house call HR steakhouse at kampung baru

hmmm, nt bad and the price are affortable but their customers mostly are malay :@

after tat straight to wangsa walk tot can see real steel!
i wanna watch real steel so badly but i cant make it
i wanna eat sushi bonanza but no more chance and the card are going to expired :(
nvm, tmr gotta enjoy myself with nice nice sushi buffet with classmate at 88
hopefully i can eat alot, if not it will be wasted! :X

不要笑我太疯颠

2011-10-17T23:23:00.001+08:00

不要笑我太疯颠.. hehe
yes, im crazy for sometime, emo for sometimes
hmmm

lets talk about recent life,
assignment? started. this sem is more to writing
PR writing, writing news release for news paper.
assignment started. i should not feel stress. should be steady =)
i admit i am not a good student. i always say simply do la simply do la
is because i have try my best but i think that is not a good work

recent life is all about class, replacement out of sudden, or class cancel out of sudden do REALLY MAKE ME PISS OFF
about my entertainment life
i never see movie and singk for 1month plus and never shopping for more than 2month?? *i dunno*
i wanna go for this 2 movie so badly
but? everybody have watched it. stephy say : i dun mind to watch again with u chel~ *auuuu* (dun1 la i feel paiseh make u so mafan)

Currently listening *听你说* i miss uguys! haha~ although always meet uguys in TARC

原谅我就是这样的女生

2011-10-16T09:52:00.000+08:00

我是一个很奇怪的女生
我不开心的东西，我不会说出口也不会表达出来，更不会去问你
朋友都说：告诉他你的想法，去问他
但是我不会这样做，我也不知道为什么
我希望对方能自己发现或自己明白
总觉得，如果什么都说了，那还有什么意思？
总会有很多人对我说：为什么你什么都不讲，我哪里知道？
可是，我就是做不到，说不出，也问不出口
等到某段时间，我就会爆发，会做出很不理智的决定
我就是这样，喜欢把伤心收起，表现开心的我
希望对方能发现我的不开心，我的正真想法
我知道会很难，会让在乎我的人不知所措，因为我总是不喜欢说出口
但是，请原谅我，就是这样
（我会尝试去改变这个坏习惯）

money ?

2011-10-15T16:25:00.001+08:00

i don"t wanna stay at home, once i stay at home i will started to think
think think think makes me emo alone
i wanna hang out always but i have no money
recently really so broke
alot of friend birthday at end of the year
and all of it are closest friend =(
i wanna go singk so badly!
i wanna see movie! catch up to the latest update movie
this two are my favourite hobby
i wanna hang out!
but where is the money?

Pro

2011-10-10T21:22:00.004+08:00

你說過的，她都會記得。她承諾的，她都會完成。你答應給她的永遠呢。或許你並不愛她，你只是寂寞了，想找個人陪。
一整天沒有電話，一整天沒有問候，沒有按時赴約，你太忙她明白。如果有一天她不愛你了，希望你也能明白。
两个人一起久了，女的会越来越爱男的，男的越来越随便。男的会说女老是胡思乱想，女的就说男已经变了不像以前那么宠她…其实大家都没变，只是时间变了，因为彼此关系变亲密了，习惯对方，所以不会再像热恋那样，女的会胡想，无论如何请不要对爱情偷懒，否则只有平淡.然后矛盾争吵再到分手。

beautiful picture

so true! =D

2011-10-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

IS ME!! YES IS ME!!

【天蝎座的特性你占几条】
1、花很多时间自我交谈；
3、讨厌束缚喜欢自由；
4、相信第六感；
5、爱上一个人很容易陷入痴迷；
6、真心相惜的朋友很重要；
7、爱逞强；
8、感性、容易感动；
9、爱幻想、爱胡思乱想；
10、说话有时侯很毒；
11、极其讨厌虚伪。❤

【天蝎座的怪癖】
1、轻微洁癖；
2、热爱暗恋；
3、占有欲强；
4、喜欢玩；
5、笑起来是个孩子；
6、强迫症；
7、性格和脾气较极端；
8、言出必行；
9、轻微自闭。❤

蝎子不会死缠烂打，不喜欢强求。在一起的时候绝对忠情专一。天蝎不喜欢解释自己的行为，除非是特别的人，有爱不愿意直接说，要对方去体会。宁愿自己受伤也不愿意伤害自己的爱人，当夜幕来临，蝎子开始把伤口撕裂。
宁愿夜里自己一个人哭也不愿意在别人面前让人看出我的一点脆弱；在喜欢的人面前，宁愿自己心里想一万个喜欢他，也决不亲口告诉他；我有什么说什么，不喜欢“作”
对天蝎女来说，对什么人都可以冷漠，唯独对家人，特别是爱人，是绝对不可以。在爱情中她会非常热情，也非常变通，会设身处地的为对方着想，也会宽容对方的一切缺点。天蝎女爱一个人，心里，脑里，装的就只有这个人而已，而且永远把对方排在第一位，她也会因此对爱牺牲很多。

2011-10-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

sunday evening...
raining? drizzling? nice weather now
as usual staying at home for weekend.
sister is now studying insanely in her room for her coming big big exam! PMR on this tuesday
1st paper is BM, she ask me.. what to read for BM? hmmmm
i cant help her in any subject coz im lazy and im not good in the sub that she is weak.
有其姐必有其妹! haha~

since the rain start, my stomach have cravings for some sweet sweet dessert
not cold as ice cream but not hot as "tong sui"
is cake! yeah! i need a cake~ =(
i miss this sooooo much
NADEJA layer cake!

i have my life =)

我想很多

2011-09-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

我, 总会有这个时候

想想想, 总是喜欢想太多? 是想太多? 还是事情就是要我那么去想?

为什么总会把自己弄得那么不开心??

我只想简简单单? 但是, 总会有些事情, 让我不得不想....

很痛苦

有人说

：想，是因为自己没有安全感？

：想，是因为害怕？

：想，是因为没有自信？

我不想想那么多，安全感？害怕？自信？

谁能给我？
...............................

my boy 20"s birthday

2011-09-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

haha~ His birthday always drop on the sem break season
classmate and coursemate and KL friends hard to celebrate with him
kesian dia
=P
anyway, i went to his hometown on the day before his birthday to give him a surprise
and surprise was a success! =D
haha! he did not know i will be there
i discuss with his friend and so on according to my plan =P
reach there around night time and 12am is his birthday
where they will celebrate at KBOX
so 12am sharp i bring in the cake to him
he surprise and get shock haha!

after the day he bring me to malacca and some nice food in his place

金杯introduce by qad lwk

the oldest hainan chicken rice restaurant in malacca

NADEJE mille crepe

is so nice !!!

Tangkak tomyam, very syok and nice to eat this

his favourite

baby happy birthday to you
hope you really like the surprise that i make
u ask me do i feel bored in your hometown
actually i really very enjoy the every moment with you
although just sitting together and watch TV

always love you and miss you here ^@^

last friday

2011-09-13T17:51:00.000+08:00

wanna update about my life recently
last friday went out with my secondary friends
is very hard for us to gather only 6 of us
coz our timing all not ngam
some F6
some working
and some having sem break like me
as usual~ blow water and laugh laugh laugh ^^

so that day we went to see FINAL DESTINATION 5
a movie that we wanted to watch since before it being showed

my comment: not that disgusting, the way they die is still okay compare to previous few episode
but overall still ok ok lah =)

looking forward to the next gathering
all the best in our life BINYIU!

陳小柔

2011-09-08T16:11:00.001+08:00

最近常在家,突然间,给我看到了一段录影from YT

说~ 有个女生叫陳小柔也被称为(拜金女)

她原本是个show girl,渐渐的成为parttime主持人

过后再不断的上娱乐节目

被人家称为拜金女是因为她,

收人家(她粉丝)的礼物收的越来越离普

从前粉丝送她100-200块的到 30000块

收的很理所当然,还是是应该的

渐渐的以她的FB当"许愿池"

她要什么就post什么在FB

过几天就有粉丝会送她了

她说:是她的粉丝自己要送的

不是我避他们的,我当然拿啦!

还有很多很多的侮辱和难题听的话

然后就被人家轰99了~

我是觉得她是有错,但是不能只是怪她啊?

FB只是个发言的地方

讲错,她的粉丝也是有错啊

30000块台币的东西随随便便送人?

她收起来了,也是很错! 不是理所当然的~

只是觉得送她礼物的粉丝笨咯

为什么要浪费钱去送呢?

不明白

得空就去看看这个短片
>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxSeozuTNvg&feature=watch_response_rev
part 2
>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sToyDLH2kEk&feature=share

natural

2011-09-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

is okay,
you don"t need to do it purposely
everything come naturally
=)

cameron with family

2011-09-03T05:37:00.004+08:00

another outing to cameron with my family, 3d2n trip
they say "sempena hari raya" hahahah

everybody staying in a banglo, total of 4 families gather together :)
the banglo was nice
maybe next time go i will choose the hotel again

nice trip as family all gather together and hang out
we went to many significany places in cameron
bee farm, strawberry farm, cactus point and so on..
ofcoz we sure bought some strawberry and cactus
my relative bought alot of vege coz is cheap and nice
and we ate durian in the middle of the hill where people driving up and down from cameron
hahahaha...
my family not a big family but not small too
im the elders "children" which is grand children among the others
others all around 3-12 years old
LOL~ my darling both hand holding 2 children
darling, Seeing boys play with little kids is probably one of the most attractive things ever
hahahaha, u are attractive ey.... LOL

the last day we went to ipoh for lunch 芽菜鸡 ! taste good :D
but sad thing is we went to cameron and we did not eat BBQ and steamboat ==

thanks qad darling in this trip
i know you very tired from 1st day till the last day
thank you so much for everything
l&my :)

flower and cactus

children have lami everynight

noob fly die coz cucuk cactus~ haha!

The boy i love =)

pulau ketam

2011-08-26T14:07:00.001+08:00

good afternoon human ^^
i have a nice sleep yesterday from 10 to 1 today !
yesterday went one day trip with my coursemate and friends
pulau ketam!! nice trip
enjoy the nature there and the delicious seafood
most important is enjoy with friends =)
last time have went there once with family, so i kinda familiar with the place
we rent bicycle to cycle around the island under 12pm sun
LOL~ become indian ad..
with bicycle, we went into the housing area of them
at 1st i thought those places wont have nice house like with beautiful gate and so on
but, i saw plenty of it
nicer than my house! @@ (my house is messy house)
actually people went to pulau ketem main purpose is to eat seafood.
the seafood was ok and not expensive~
very fresh and big also
if you go once a while it still okay, but for me, i sure cant stay there for long time

do you notice someone behind? =P

enjoy the day with friend =)
but just wake up from sleep and found myself had a nightmare ><
hope it won happen! T.T
i don"t want to

training!

2011-08-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

ahhhha... finally end of exam
now having my holiday, last paper is english, hmmm~ my holidays mood have release the day before, so the moment english paper end, nothing much LOL~
yesterday just done paper, go hang out till 1++ morning @@
daddy wait me again pity him...

tmr start my holiday with full schedule =)
after nex week gonna stay at home acc mommy daddy
(i think imma mama girl, what also family 1st, LOL)

today i went to training for a coming event job
so piss off with it! argggg
when to IOI so far and also have to bring back their sample of product (100 of it) and go take public transport balik rumah ==
some more, the training was sooooo funny!
need role play? @@
train how to promote the product?
sooooooo stupid one! waste my time, money and effort to so far just for lame training ==

i swear won"t work for them anymore!!!! ><

iphone

2011-08-19T19:19:00.000+08:00

hooooo... it been awhile i din touch my blog.....
i miss u bloggie... ^^
no update for like 1month?

yeah.. exam is on going now, everyone studying last minute but still can cukup makan in test =)
lucky~~~
today finish 2 paper and left 1 communication LAW! and english paper

recently i need money so desperately, =(
my phone bill cost is a massive number! stupid maxis charge like zombies sucking blood! ==
and holiday coming soon, sem break trip?
need expenses for playing and partying!

and the iphone thing!
yeah, i bought an iphone like 2month +?
iphone is good, but is bloody selfish on the format, i cant convert or send direct to computer.
alah~~~~ i cant post any photo at my blog and any other places ><
just wanted to plug in, but! comp restart auto dunno why.
dangerous ey. (so noob in IT stuff ==)
any recommended idea? hmmmmm~~~
i wanna post picture here.
i dl alot of apps in it. and the games are an addiction for me recently ^^

everybody gayao in ur life, im waiting for holiday~
darling, i miss u ^^

8月15 中秋节

2011-08-15T01:26:00.000+08:00

8月的15号

我喜欢怎样想就怎样想啦... ^^

朋友

2011-08-04T20:26:00.000+08:00

最近要考试了, 有些朋友都已不要来学校了
宁愿去做工　＠＠　＞＜
还有位朋友要停学！　
HAIZ！真可惜！读了差不多两年了

说放就放
人真行！

今天和朋友一起出去拍功课的照片
其实目的是拍照,但我们不忘了玩! 哈哈
一大堆出去真好玩
我们常常遇到的问题就是
搭LRT, 人太多, LRT到了全部人进不完, 总是会有一两个反应迟钝的!
一大堆, 走在街上, 总是有说不完的话题, 总是有听不完的故事, 总是有笑不完的笑话!
我爱朋友! =)

有说不出的话，有了解不了的感受与感觉
矛盾 =(

i want to be 潇洒

2011-08-03T18:46:00.001+08:00

oh yeah!
my HOLD MY HAND CHARITY CARNIVAL end already!
is actually like i have expected
not much of people, but people who come enjoy 99
=)
before the day, we argue, we fight, we almost wanted to withdrawal from study
now everything already okay
left follow up
and EXAM! =D

what is important?
what is a serious matter?
what is really a thing that people would afraid to lost and take it so so so serious?
what is the 1st thing? 1st word? that people always put on the 1st line in their heart?
hmmm~
alot of work to do in so little time!
and i don"t wish to do so!

complain complain complain!!!!

2011-07-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

once eyes open, EVENT

by the time going to sleep, EVENT

yeah~

event marathon now!

25-31july is our main event which is one of our assignment to be done in this semester

pressure, pressure, pressure!

don tend to screw people when you feel stress k?

u thought we are not having the stress too?

we are in the same group, doing the same assignment and facing the same problem

just we did not show out what are the problems that we faced.

don don don!

screw us when you are stressful and when everything are not yet done.

is not just our fault,

is everyone work~

don show face to me k?

im so angry with this, ur face? ur BLACK face?

i wil afraid and start to be guilty?

sorry, i dun BUY it!

i am who i am. i dun see people faces through life!

urggggggg! geramnya!

angry mood

2011-07-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

im very angry now! i wan to remember this moment!
how angry am i!
maybe is because weather o dunno what the hell happen on me!

i could not sign in to my facebook for no reason!!!
tmr have to follow up my event in conaught but nobody willing to accompany me to go!!
iphone installous cant dl a single things!
and all apps that i dl last time all lost in just 1second!
friday have to submit basic photography homework and now i haven have borrow a DSLR to shoot picture!
coupon for event have to sell out 100 books and yet i just sold out 6books!
i need to finish up within 2weeks time at 31st july!
everything is just so bullshit!
sucks to the max!

ahhhh!
dunno why this few so so so PEKCEK!

bullshit feelings

2011-07-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

is been awhile i din update my blog and i never view on my friends blog.
just finish 8 their blog posts and found out, alot of them like to share their secret or some feeling that could not be post in public in blog. =)
actually is a good things, if uguys often come and read my post, i think uguys have saw a post that i posted previously, blog is more private compare to facebook twitter and so on.

my turn to share my feeling here
we already know, this event will make us quarrel, make us angry toward each others.
i think the expectations is too high
1 person have to sell out 100coupon
i did not say i dun1 to sell
but...................heh~
2 more weeks, tahan tahan!
bullshit
FEELING SUCKS TO THE MAX NOW!

when are we going to hang out?
is disappointing when u keep on makan lemon. so sour and bitter! ><
just a break time a week, is that so hard?

suck

2011-07-11T17:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm... ? recently i have alot of things confusing.. like to use hmmm...... to answer everything LOL

yeah~ sucks! sucks weekdays sucks weekend and sucks life recently
assignment, presentation and so on.
i have done 2 individual presentation. so far so good.
today done a group presentation. abit confusing. hmmm

but the point is
my class today is at 8am.
yesterday night~ should be say this morning. i went to singk with my boy and his friend till 4am
syok gila to hang out till 3-4am.
i wish i could hang out till mid-night everyday like this.
hmmm, this is one of the bad things when u stay with family.

event!

why? why people could not just simpan their face and temper aside and work tgt for this event.

is a very big event, stop showing those personal story and feeling on it.

we have not much time ad.

is a group assignment, but not to pointing who's fault.

is time to backup each other.

don"t know what to write and tell.

complicated life and confusing~
haihhhhhh~

i miss you even more after i see you
....................................

happy week

2011-06-28T20:57:00.001+08:00

hmmm~
my life in these few days is good =)
to be specific, is just this 2 days.
monday, done my presentation and finally i go makan meatballs kat IKEA that i want so badly dunno since when
tuesday,class is fun with my classmate, after that have flashmob practice for our coming pre-event

last week i feel so so so emo
dunno why, should be say is 情绪化 ><
so emo emo emo and emo
hopefully this week will be happy week for me =)

today hang out with cow and cat
went to restaurant that we used to hang out when we are in secondary schools
laugh like insane! hahahahaha!
i love when i keep on laughing for no reason
i just laugh for everything till my stomach feel pain!
hahaha! i like it =)
is like i had some laughing gas inside ❤

DPR year 2 students now is having an event in canteen 2 foyer held by B2 student
is a fund raising for ampang old folks home
ofcoz as a DPR student, sure go support support!
and ofcoz as a TARCIAN~ everyone!
go visit their booth in foyer and make sure you buy something ya
YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT IS OUR HOPE =)

带我走 i want more than this

2011-06-24T17:59:00.000+08:00

带我走到无人的世界
带我走到无人的海边
带我走到无人的餐厅
带我走到我爱的未来
带我走到我要走的路
带我走我就快乐了

bring me away
escape
i want the way i want
i want more
why i don"t have?
im not happy
my feeling
anyone understand?
anyone know?

school

2011-06-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

现在是学期3

我进DPR YEAR2的第一个学期

很难?很辛苦?

其实应该没有的,我觉得,只是问题都是我自己

学期2,是个短学期,2科科目

生活无比的轻松,最喜欢去学校了

过后就放假,到今天

我的心情真的还没有回来

T.T

怎么办? 天天在享受生活

那么多功课根本没有心情想要开始做><

天啊!

很矛盾~ 我几时可以开始做功课??

心,几时会注重学业??

今天去做freelance,认识了几位新朋友

聊起了很多东西

原来大家都是一样的

one wishes

2011-06-10T18:30:00.001+08:00

u full filled one of my wishes
hehe, i just want once a week
i like it
♥
qad i ♥ u

i love my family

2011-06-10T17:12:00.000+08:00

izit im the one who easily get satisfied or my family really is the best of the best! hahaha

everyday,once i reach home, my daddy will call me to make sure i reach home already
he act like my boyfriend, that why people say
daddy are your X boyfriend from the past. (do u believe? i dun think so. =P)

my grandpa and grandma will ask me whether do i hungry?
if yes, grandpa age 80+ wanted to walk out to dabao for me
and grandma while taking nap wanted to cook for me
touch dao......

i love my family so much!
i know there is no one can do that to me
i appreciate it. but i never show it =P

突然想说,
思想与性格是两件事
性格幼稚的人,思想不一定幼稚
dun label a person as childish when they are acting like a child
they are just actually wanted to play and fooling around
cause they just wanna enjoy their life

and sometime
the one that u always see that laughing and playing like insane are actually not that happy
they are just pretending and trying to be happy in their life

(just some thought, not related to me. coz im happy! i swear!)

today

2011-06-09T20:31:00.002+08:00

today hang out in wangsa walk with friend
today is eating day! eating marathon
breakfast +popeye +you tiao +tutti frutti +dinner +banana,durian
so so so so full!

my very 1st time tried tutti frutti

is a frozen yogurt + on with some other tibits

very nice,is not like ice cream that creamy creamy
this one melt very fast and taste very good =)
love it but i stil prefer baskin robbin! hahaha
but actually is very very expensive
the cup on the right cost me 12++
OMG
tried ad no next time la i think

today 2nd time of watching kungfu panda because ang gugu wanted to watch it sooo badly
so we all teman him! haha~ so hard to find such a nice friend ad la
still, i dun think kungfu panda is cute but baby kungfu panda is super cute!

OMG~ i love it so much!

but actually this movie is just so so

not too good but not bad

but anyway, i enjoy every movie that i watch in cinema

i love to watch movie because cinema have very good sound effect and music effect too

i love those music

its really touch me or makes me feel excited with the coming scene! =D

so~i love to watch movie!! especially with some special person

Event

2011-06-07T19:06:00.001+08:00

oh men~~~ finally i blogging again
have a very good mood to blogging now

recently is all about presentation and assignment
one of it is a group assignment for the whole class
we are actually having an event on end of july

discussion discussion, alot of discussion with no answer.

alot of crashing idea and pek pek cek cek
sign.........i think we make it too big already.
is like a advanced diploma event. @@
but nevermind~~~~~ =)
hopefully we can make it!

last weekend i work full 10 to 10 as pavillion having a event.
wonder do you guys know where do i work? =D
double pay cause public holiday but my salary still so low
asking myself. happy or money? hmmmm

yesterday elvis ang gugu ask me a question,
do u wanna earn money through ur blog?
hmm, do it really work?
but he comment my blog have alot of "fei hua!" hahahha!
my blog about my life ma.....
i like larh...=P

USA

2011-05-31T16:46:00.000+08:00

reborn!!

yeah~ cleaned up all those dust and spider web!

here i am readers! im back. =)

i just came back from my family trip, know where do i went?

YES! i went to USA! (actually this is my very 1st time to go overseas and mommy daddy bring us to USA!)

we went L.A and Vegas and Hollywood! a very happy trip!

there are some highlight spot that we should go if we are in L.A and Vegas and Hollywood

1st-Disneyland

everything are just so real, the one we always see in TV and now come to life

every cartoon have they own game

all those game never disappointed me although the queue is long, but is fast!

2nd-sea world

not just marine animal, we also watch a pet show

i want a pet so badly!!! they can be ur closest and loyal friend all the time!

and we saw shamu the killer whale and dolphin show

the show was great!

3rd-grand canyon

a very beautiful "mountain"? i dunno what to name it

i saw alot of time of grand canyon in TV or internet and now i see in real

is really look like a beautiful photo as i saw in TV and int

very beautiful, but the weather was super hot and big sun!

4th-Universal studio

exciting theme park for teenagers!

alot of fun parks game and adventures game

they give us 2hour to play in the park (where got enough time wor) ==

i just can say their game is best of the best~

cant compare with our local Genting highland theme park! LOL

well, actually there"s alot more to tell

but i have a habit that i dun1 my post to be too long~

thank you for reading =)

I DIE LARHH

2011-05-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

since 11may till now, i never update my blog.

school start =)

busy semester with alot of assignment.

now is week 2 and i have alot of submit deadline on week4

and week 3 im not going to college

I SURE DIE LARHHHH

this sem we have 5subject

all GG.com

lets tell uguys about my subject and how i killed by them

Public speaking

a subject that we have to talk talk talk

as a successful PR, we should not be SHY to talk!

im not so worry about this sub, but just i have to be very talkative in class to practice my skills and approaching level

worst is 1st assignment have to submit on week4 1st day!

I DIE LARHH!

nex Communication law

1st chapter is all about copyright.

every action every things human, there are also a right.

we have to becareful before we copy, so copy smart!

there 6 books of comm law we have to burn and drink before final exam!

this subject is TOUGH

I DIE LARHH!

Public Relation strategy and tools (PRST)

an plan and programing subject

is all about event i think....

1st assignment is to organize a charity event for those people who need help from us

i love organizing event, know will be very tired but alot of fun i think =)

but i saw the theory part is kinda confusing

alot of strategy and tools to remember

im looking forward to the event!

Basic photography

is all about photo and camera

alot of tactics to shoot diff picture

we are required to buy a DSL for this subject, i swear im not going to buy one! no money!

lastly English for communication

ordinary english subject but with an extraordinary lecturer!

a very long gas lecturer!

she always thought we are 3 years old baby, repeat repeat and repeat

hopefully i can catch up and submit all my assignment before crashing the deadline

and i hope i manage myself well,

chelsea! dun over stress for next next week! ><

home

2011-05-11T13:25:00.000+08:00

staying in house is such a enjoyment

2nd day of do nothing day in house

but somehow, is abit too boring! ><

i wanna hang out but where to go?

movie? no one want go with me =(

shopping? no money!

everyday blogging, talking to myself!

no one bother about me here

plus this kind of weather, just make me piss off easily

by just sitting down, i can sweat alot weiiii

today i got my result

as i expected not good and not bad too

should be happy?

daddy sure unhappy! ><

iphone 4 i think i have to get by my own

nvm, i suppose to get by myself since the coming trip have spend my mom alot already

recently im having heavy flu and cough

non-stop coughing, phlegm stuck in between my throat makes me suffer in breathing!

i hate this so much!

OMG! very suffer ar!!!!

i wanna see fast and furious 5 and 倩女幽魂

who wanna watch with me???? ><

junior

2011-05-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

school starts now!
this week is week 1, but i skip school for whole week
coz this week we only have lecture and they never take attendance punya!

this sem is a new intake for the 93"s
they are coming in to our college, alot of my secondary school junior also join tarc
sure many new faces will see in our college
maybe new time i will heard someone calling me jiyan jiyan from far but not chelsea!
haha! looking forward to see them in college
play giler giler with them around college like we used to do in secondary school!
i miss college life soooo much =)

yesterday went to shooting with my belove sis, a very different us
play with dirt and pose some posing that i never pose before @@
i used to shoot with my sister ad~hiak hiak!
hopefully we have create a package!
when got chelsea sure got jenilee, when got jenilee sure got chelsea!
WOW!
after shooting i straight to my friend birthday party
so tired!
my voice haven fully recover and yet i still go singk with them
dai sei la me! T.T
one week ad my voice still haven cure

i miss you calling me baby
i miss we chit chat when we lying down
i miss your hug so badly
i miss the every sweet moment when i with u
babe~ i miss u ^^
do u know?

plan

2011-05-03T14:45:00.002+08:00

recently my plan works well, everything goes according to plan =D

i work! and i got money for my coming iphone

i go for my driving lesson and i will get my license soon

i plan to shooting, and now my shooting date is queuing for me

hopefully is nice

school gonna start soon, will meet my college mate soon!

miss the time hanging out with uguys

go makan makan, lepak lepak!

this coming sem is year 2!

we have

-communication law,photography,public speaking and so on

looks like is tough sem, uggggggh

this mid of may im going for a family trip!
2weeks, consider long trip!
feel very excited!

mommy daddy had already take out the luggage for our clothing

looks like very gan jeong huh?

i have to take MC from school for this trip!

looking forward to this trip!!

sure will take alot of picture and share share geh!

muahahahah!

im sick already! always panas dalam ><
cough and feel so dizzy!
sore throat and very dry
need some rest! aku x cukup tidur!

爱,绝不是缺了就找,更不是累了就换　

2011-04-26T12:52:00.006+08:00

I FOUND THIS IN FACEBOOK~

QUITE MEANINGFUL =D

爱,绝不是缺了就找

你以为爱情是什么？

一点点的动心,一点点的冲动,一个拥抱一个吻？

这也许是爱情的一部分,但绝对不是大部分

爱情的主体是生活,一起生活　

你能陪她一时的难过,但你能陪她承受所有的压力吗？

你能给她身体的温度,但你能给她生活的方向吗？

距离是真爱的考验,由时间作为答案

为了你深爱的人,请做出点牺牲,守住你们的爱情

否则怎么能谈得上真正的爱情　　

爱,更不是累了就换　

生活不是一个人好好的活

是两个人如何一起好好过

但是一些客观的原因,现实中你们目前还不能在一起

难道你就这样轻易放弃,而委曲求全了吗？

难道你就不能为爱守侯吗？

你允许自己的目光如此短浅,而只看见眼前的快乐吗？

一生就这样的走完吗？　

是真爱,就永不言弃。

normal life

2011-04-25T15:18:00.002+08:00

星期五到星期日~做工做工做工!

做到我脚指头肿了, 妈妈说我不适合穿包鞋和她一样@@

这种东西有遗传的么????

真的很痛!走路还要拜下拜下==

做工有位同事, 要开学了,读TARC的~

她非常紧张和期待开学,而且做了很多准备工夫哦!

什么gossip她都懂了~

可能还比我更了解TARC!

回想起来,还没有开学的我

还包着轻松的态度去上学,根本不知道哪里是哪里

还要看着地图去找课室==

这次开学我就是senior了,year2

不知道接下来的subject ok没有呢~

没有钱的日子,我已经习惯了

每天上班前吃饱饱,晚上放工才吃

but dear god is always there for us

突然突然,某某口袋又有张RM10,RM5

哈哈~是这么好吗?

classmate说这sem的假期很长,他们开始闷了

我觉得还好呢,我很享受当中

虽然没有钱,但是呆在家也不错,很久没有呆在家超过48小时了!

以前呆在家总会觉得很闷,但是现在我觉得不错

i found the balancing time for staying at home and outside=D

money~ i hate u and i love u!

2011-04-21T18:17:00.005+08:00

i have pass my 2 week holidays

and now im extremely PK ed

wallet left RM2, NO JOKES

1st time ever i broke until cant even afford a cup of chatime =(

today i went to TS meet my sisters

they spent like hell!

went in to etude and can simply spend around 100+

when i can have those kind of life?

working life have make me gets older soon!
last time i still can manage few day outing in a row

but now, sorry, my life had become aunty life

easily get tired

and i could sleep after rolling on bed in 10minute time

ever since we have celebrate the 1st bday of my classmate,

we had continuously celebrating for the other one

each of them, we have to spend roughly RM50++

i really dunno what can i do?

i have to work like hell,

no matter night job/day job or weekend job!

push myself to the max!

money is driving me crazy!

and making me very unhappy =(

i rather stay at house do nothing

online and watch TV for the rest of my holiday

你?

2011-04-20T19:57:00.004+08:00

我一直想要问你

你还会觉得我们不适合吗?

你还会累吗?

你还会去想我们的未来?

你觉得我们还会有未来吗?

其实我很想知道~

tell me

creamy

2011-04-13T17:56:00.007+08:00

today~i hang out with my sister just for lunch
and i have my baskin robbin =D
dunno why, recently im so addicted to ice-cream
maybe i should say im love creamy things alot
chocolate, ice-cream and also DURIAN!
nyum nyum ^o^
is Durian season already ^^
everybody enjoy durian and alos remember to drink more water yea!

today went to Times Square terjumpa cow and cat
they went to watch movie huh~
sorry cant join uguys =/

we met our NS friends,
and he say I FAT ALREADY OMG~
too much of chocolate and ice-cream la
my face fat like PAU already!
need to do more exercise!

let see we! crazy camwhoring in the toilet
(why girl like to take picture in the toilet a?, haha~good question with no answer)

3 of us~

my sis

ste~happy birthday once again, always be happy la~dun emo......

HAPPY HOLIDAY PEOPLE~

outing

2011-04-11T19:54:00.005+08:00

finally i done my exam, this sem i feel even more stress

maybe is because only have 2 sub, i concentrate even more, so i feel so stressful

this holiday i plan to finish up my driving lesson so i could get my license as soon as possible

know daddy and mommy won allow me to drive out always

i promise ya, i will drive to school ONLY

have to start working for my target iphone 4/5

this holiday no more long trip

seldom outing! promised to melissa

sometime, there will be a stage were u missing someone until numb

the enforcement of missing are no longer powerful because u keep on repeating it

what if i din mention about 17, mean we will see each other on may?

i cant believe you will do that

just because of ___

2month ey~

who am i? what am i?

i really dun understand

give me a state

copy and paste meaningful post!

2011-04-11T18:54:00.004+08:00

一、彼此是谈得来的朋友。
作为情侣，最基本的应该是朋友，而且应该是好朋友或知已

二、彼此能充分了解信任。
了解对方是人际交往的基本前提，而要想做情侣，了解当然是最最基本要做到的。在了解之后，如果你能接纳你所了解的这些东西，你还得充分的信任对方

四、彼此有奉献牺牲精神。
情侣之间有一种典型的权利和义务的结合，作为情侣当然不能斤斤计较，要有奉献牺牲精神，爱情中没有谁欠谁的，也没有高低贵贱之分，甘于牺牲付出也是做情侣基本的要件之一。

五、彼此能做到宽容大度。
人都会犯错，人都有缺点，情侣之间由于是近距离的接触，更能发现错误和缺点，因此作为情侣更应有一颗宽容大度的心，能正确和理性地看待对方身上的缺点和所犯的错误，既不吹毛求疵，也不轻易放弃。

六、志趣要能基本相投。
人各有志，但情侣则应保持基本的一致，有兴趣志趣情趣方面能大致相同的看法观点，唯如此才能步调一致而不会越走越远甚至离心离德。志趣基本相投才能在一起长期生活。

七、彼此能坚定支持对方。
当遇到的困难和难题，遇到不可预期的一些难题，关键就是要能得到对方的坚定支持。如果一遇到问题就退缩，这连朋友都不如！

BEAUTIFUL QUOTEs

2011-04-06T12:29:00.006+08:00

TEXT HER FIRST, even if it's just to say hi! Good women appreciate a man who shows initiative.
No one ever gets tired of loving but everyone gets tired of waiting,assuming, hearing lies,saying sorry and hurting.
You can't make the same mistake twice, the second time you make it, it's no longer a mistake, it's a choice
I'm not your toy. Don't think of giving me away when you had fun toying me enough.
there's always a Man who is willing to treat you as the queen that you are, Never settle for less
The longer the explanation, the bigger the lie.
If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dose not, then it was never meant to be.
When I say I want to be left alone, I want someone to say "No, I'm staying with you."
People told me to never change for someone. But, you're the reason why I changed. I'm better because of you
you have broke my heart into pieces! and yet im still loving you with all those small pieces of my broken heart.
When we were kids, we pretend to cry when sleepy to attract mom"s attention. Now, we pretend to be sleeping when crying quietly to avoid Q's.

sorry is not my word

2011-03-31T18:35:00.004+08:00

yea! i do wrong things that make my parent worry about me

just sometime, i really cant get it

why? why? i have to back home before 12am? im not cinderella ok?

sometime i really wish to stay outside

i know, i going out so often recently, is my bad

i really know, and i do apologize sincerely

please don"t ignore me can? make me feel like dying

i know you would not be ok is so soon time

alright, maybe after some days you will be okay

everyone scold me but except you, grandma grandpa non-stop lecture

tell whole street of housing area here

NEED MA?????

now i go out throw rubbish also kena screw

why?

why no one could understand me

i know im wrong already, but i think i dunhav to say sorry to everyone here

or i should? then i think i have to make a press conference to apologize, maybe

can uguys please stop nagging okay????

suppose to nag but not talking

suppose to remain silent but nag like hell

SHIT!

真正心里有你的男生

2011-03-28T19:20:00.001+08:00

you post this before

you said you will do this for me

............................

真正心里有你的男生，

他会进你的肥书，看你的日志，

因为他想更多的了解你

真正心里有你的男生，

他会经常看你的心情变化，

因为他想更多的知道你今天心情好不好

真正心里有你的男生，

他会在你心情不好时候，

安慰你、陪着你，不会感觉你烦

真正心里有你的男生，

他看见你伤心流泪的时候，

他会很心痛，因为他在乎你

真正心里有你的男生，

他会把自己所有的过去从心里赶走，

因为他只想让你知道他的心只属于你

真正心里有你的男生，

他不会对别的女人说暧昧的话，

因为他自己很清楚心里已经有了你的位置

真正心里有你的男生，

他会在你不说话的时候会去猜你是怎么了；

会很在意的给你关怀

真正心里有你的男生，

他不会背着你和异性朋友，

或以前的女朋友出去玩

真正心里有你的男生，

他会经常给你发信息，

告诉你他有多想你

真正心里有你的男生，

他会在超过20小时没有的你的消息，

会很着急，会主动很你联系

真正心里有你的男生，

他不会当着你的面说别的女人漂亮，

因为他感觉你是最完美的

真正心里有你的男生，

他不会嫌你啰嗦，更不会对你凶，

因为他知道你是为他好

真正心里有你的男生，

他不会因为你做错事而责怪你，

他可以包容你所有的缺点

真正心里有你的男生，

他会把你放在心的最深处，

也许你不明白他做了什么，

但时间久了，你便会发现他曾为彼此付出这么多。

Beeeeee 1

2011-03-28T13:17:00.008+08:00

another day, i skip class today

this week is study week,exam cming soon=D

last thursday, went to sepang gold coast with my classmate

went to the beach nearby golden palm tree

have a very nice day^^

i never tot we could be so close to each other

so next outing is after exam huh?

hehe they bring DSL and DSLR we shoot like hell there! ^^

damn love this shoot, look pro huh?

at night, we went to seremban for dinner+supper, around 12 rush back to KL

B1 the best! love uguys=D

hmmm

2011-03-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

hello readers,
im back~
weekend is tiring for me, i hate break time, coz i hate to be alone>.<
i think my leg going to be man"s leg soonXD
hmmm, wish to update my blog but dunno what to tell, LOL
i wanna mention about my store,
the speaker damn nice,they always play those club song with the strong bass
damn nice! with those sport light and a big space.
feel like dancing there, LOL

i dunno why i sooooo like to think? make me feel so stress and emo always
i cant stop myself from thinking
but all i though it will come true d wor
@_@
mommy ask me why you could not just guai guai stay at home
dun hang out always
(coz i dun1 let myself have free time to think) haha

sick

2011-03-17T15:12:00.002+08:00

good morning everyone, hehe
last few day i did not sleep well, have no time to sleep
rushing all my assignment and presentation
and weekend i have to work, so there is no time to sleep
once i close my eye, 3second after......
morning ad...@@
panas dalam getting more serious, alil fever and my lips dry like hell!
today i skip my class, and sleep 99, recharge myself

yesterday is my presentation, my adobe was very nice,hehe
thx to elvis my classmate, he make a professional website for me
after that,we go and celebrate
me and my gang went to mid valley
sushi again, i think i ate sushi every week ler LOL
after tat lepak awhile and we went to gsix around 7pm
so damn early for club, so we just sit and drink for awhile
keep on shot shot shot,all my friend drunk already
haha~ funny la see them drunk and mumble around
and we saw a beng LAM DAK WENG in the club 2

you is you, me is me
we won change everything to pei he
i try to lead you in my life, but you is you, you dun1 to
i try to merge in to your life, but
=)

few more week exam coming, this sem damn syok ler...=D

tired

2011-03-14T20:15:00.003+08:00

hmmm....lama x update

last two day was very busy

saturday and sunday i went to work

my very 1st week of working in DC super hero

not bad, colleague are very friendly although all malay

and i can communicate very well, LOL

but boss seem not so friendly to me

she don"t like to talk to me and keep on fuyan me...><

the job was very tiring

stand there already is a tiring things for me

as my leg cannot stand long since small

and i have to climb up and down to take heavy stock

once customer say NO!

thats it, i have to put it all back to the store room

the store room damn messy ar

since friday i already fa re qi

adui~ panas dalam buat aku pening kepala and brasa letih

monday, school day

mid-term and assignment

this sub assignment need to use adobe to design some website and flyer

i admit imma IT noob, i already try my best

luckily i have my best classmate that helps me alot

they say is okay~ and they help me touch-up it

dunno why i think boys really pro in IT

their job are good!!

im actually very tired

if

2011-03-14T10:25:00.000+08:00

If a person really wants to see u they will make a way and nothing in the world would stop them...

Appreciation

2011-03-09T14:59:00.006+08:00

shit~ today i have mid-term for my psycho~
though is suppose to be an interesting subject as we can read people"s mind
but, before reading people"s mind, we have to study our brain!
damn~ study biology again, i hate biology la...!! =[
i think my mid-term will score 3/100~ LOL

yesterday night i had a nightmare@@ Appreciation
very scary, maybe is nothing for the others, but the time i woke up
i really feel very sad
why i always dream those stupid things, (would it be real) i dunwan to! =[

this sem is a short sem, we only have 7 week for this sem
people say is not good as all those assignment and those exam are very rush
i feel is still okay and i kinda like it
cause i only have 2 subject and everything will go very fast
and so~
my holiday will come soon =D

before i end my post, i wanna tell a story
haha
i have a friend, she have a long distance relationship
she told me is hard, i know
but i very impressed her, she could flew from KL to another country just to see her boy
she is a tough girl, love is powerful
and her boy flew to KL every month
i really admire both of them
they do appreciate their relationship
is not easy
but they so willing to do it
i really envy

i miss you

2011-03-04T19:56:00.006+08:00

i use to think too much

i use to think more to the negative side

you also have to think of my side

how do treat your with your priority ,can you treat me with those priority also?

can you?

i know you wan freedom

but please care me and please always be there for me

my problem is i am very sticky

once i cannot meet you then problem will come

i am sorry for thats my weak point, will you accept it?

i remember i said before

the 1st step of love is accepting everything that she/he have and not to expect from she/him~

hope you could understand.

=')

2011-03-04T17:25:00.006+08:00

朋友问我,为什么我最近那么emo,搞笑的chelsea呢?

我说:我也不知道

我最近真的很不开心,朋友都看得出

怎么了我

朋友们,不要在问我为什么了,怎么了

我真的不知道

最近时间安排得很好,星期一到五读书,星期六日都做工

很好~^^

朋友约我4月,考试过后去langkawi

我的最爱,当然去了

其实我很想跟你去

妈妈说五月多可能去美国

我当然也去了

有话想说,但是说不出

有表情想表现出来,但是不能

有痛想哭出来,但是不能

5月很快到的, 很快的~

加油啦~

Love quote

2011-03-03T22:04:00.005+08:00

since i always log in to some quote page,
i found out some quote are very meaning and really touch my nerve
i love this quote so much~
let me show uguys some of it here

If a man really loves you, there's nothing like "Busy", it's all about "Priorities"
Sometimes I wish you to notice me
True love is when you shed a tear and still want him
When a GIRL says "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that
I'm not ignoring you, I'm waiting to see if you'll make an effort
It’s better to miss someone quietly, rather than let that person know and get no response
I am constantly pushing away boys who actually care because I’m in love, with one who doesn’t
GUYS: don't let your friends disrespect your girl
Sometimes, hug is one of the most important things you can say without speaking

us,we,together

2011-02-28T21:32:00.009+08:00

今天是2月份的最后一天

不错不错,2011已经过了两个月

时间过得真快,尤其跟你在一起的时候

今天,我成功了!=D

人都是酱,还没有考试之前,就一直怕怕怕,担心担心

考完过后,自豪到~~~

成绩出来过后,心里**都知道是很容易的啦,根本不用读**

其实这些话,在我还没有考试的前一天,大家都对我酱说的

我自己还是放不下心,依然读了一点

哈哈~很好,我踏出了第一步,接下来我会再接再厉!

很快,我就可以出去了

可以不用麻烦到别人,也可以去找你咯

今天没有去上课,不想去~XD

跟爸爸说class cancel,差点qun bou!

(突然觉得我爸爸对我们3姐妹的要求都很高@@)

整天在家,吃吃吃!

我家总是那么乱><

我拾了,最终还是那样,我放弃了!
就放弃吧,任命:乱才是我的家@@

昨天不知道为什么,梦到我以前在camp的日子

想到都想笑^^, 那么美好的回忆

我们一起做了很多东西呢

一起排对冲凉,冲完了不敢走开,要等另一位来才能走,不然会被插位

一起排对吃饭,你排对,我拿碟,你拿水,我霸位

一起看球赛,一起躲在有顶的地方,怕被球打到,特地坐在没有太阳的地方

一起洗衣服,不够洗衣粉就借来借去

一起去lailai的房间吹头发

还有很多很多的一起

我生病时,被隔离!你们在遥远的花园偷偷跟我聊天

只有你们相信我,不怕我的病,当时的我,真的很需要你们

想到以前的回忆,嘴巴都是微微的笑起来 =)

考试

2011-02-28T00:13:00.007+08:00

关书,关note,是时候对电脑

他说:我真的是完全中毒了~FB是我的全部

哈哈~其实也没有啦

都是blog最好

刚刚读了undang该考的东西,不知道明天会怎样呢?

顺其自然=]

突然觉得,

中学过后的考试,另我感到更害怕

怎么说呢? 是会想了?

觉得我不能fail,不能拿不好的成绩

如果是以前的我,总会觉得:没关系啦~不要读了,fail就fail啦

现在压力可大了,不想丢脸,不想让爸爸觉得我是不聪明的

觉得好奇怪哦

现在是12++

我不想睡觉,不知道为了什么~

很想念他

wish you were here with me so badly

Pekcek

2011-02-27T18:41:00.006+08:00

朋友们都叫我update下我的blog
Hmmmm,其实我不知道我要写什么
应该是讲,心情太过复杂,不知道要从哪里写起 =[

昨天是我开学后,睡最久的一次,2am to 12pm
算多吗? 不知道哦
今天一起身,不知道为什么,很pekcek啊,很mang zhang啊!
少少东西就想骂人啊
身体不由自己控制! 乱乱撞! 手被割伤,脚被电脑压下去!!!很痛啊!!!
可能是天气很闷热, 总觉得闷闷不乐,做什么都不顺利
AIYO~~~~~

昨天又去pav,陪朋友interview.
不到5分钟,他就成功了
通常叫得她来interview,大之上都是on的咯
所以我一直叫我朋友不用担心
自己偏偏JOBLESS,aiz
天不做美,当我要回家时,下雨了!!

回到家,得到一个非常不好的消息
aiz,我们都不想的,能怎样? 我只好接受
这种算波折吗?
怎么越来越多波折啊?
但是我们可以一起去面对,去解决的
qad,你愿意吗?
love you to the max that you never know

昨天还没有睡之前,
去找了一些关于星座的东西
发现自己真的是很典型!很经典的天蝎座
很多特征我都有
姐看了都吓到! @@

明天要去考试哦
不想读书呢
懒惰咯! 哈哈~~~~

blogging

2011-02-24T11:14:00.005+08:00

my friend say: what so fun about blogging?
hmmmm~just everyday keep on updating and writing some story
not fun at all and boring if u are out of topic.
for me, is not boring, i prefer blogging more than FB
cause i have freedom to write and no worry about the feedback
in FB, guys like to comment on my status and i don"t like to reply
cause sometime i don"t know what to reply
just~sometimes, i really don"t feel like replying them
i mean just sometimes...!
blogging i can write plenty of meaningless things maybe
but i really enjoy blogging
<3>
yesterday went to 1U and sunway giza with my dearest one
singk, from 1.30pm to 5.30pm! damn syok!
wish everytime i sing would be like this
reach sunway giza waiting and eating at wongkok
while waiting i said out, i found my listener
my kind of listener is listen and give some feedback
so i won feel kena fuyan
feel much better after i speak out
after dinner, i treat myself BR
my favourite flavour world class chocolate

i was thinking
do really have a people that totally understands me?
someone that could be my mind?
someone could look through in my eye and read my mind?
convince me and treat me the way i want the most?
someone that i would like to speak out everythings in my mind to him/her and without worry about his/her feeling? hahahaha~
such a selfish people im am~

60days? what can i say?
nothing to say=(

***im not emo and im not sad***
im very okay, don"t worry about me, just i really enjoy thinking

i want you

2011-02-21T22:05:00.003+08:00

when i first saw you
you catch my attention
my heart melt for every action from you
everythings from yours do make me feel excited and happy
you look innocent, pure and most important cute(i love the most)
when you are angry or even sad would also make me smile naturally
even you look messy and din not tidy up yourself
i still love you the most
because of you
i set a target for myself
after i graduate, i have to, i must own you
you will be officially mine!
arrrrggg~

i want you dearly boo!

我不知道

2011-02-20T17:27:00.002+08:00

当我亲眼对着你,听你对我说的那些
我真的接受不到,其实真的有很失望的感觉,痛
可是我很开心至少你不再骗我
我真的很爱你

今天我终于去了听undang,托了那么久,终于我都去了
真的很闷!很多都是常识.可是就是因为太多常识的东西,所以有点乱
我们很不给面子.坐第一排的都能睡觉
说真讲师蛮惨下的.他需要一个人讲足足5个小时多
看到他喘气和吞口水的样子都觉得好笑
很快我就可以驾车了

不知何时开始我对你的事和所有东西都感觉反感
我觉得我开始对你有偏见了!
我觉得你很虚伪
无论你做什么我都不喜欢,真的很有偏见
看到你名字,照片都觉得:ehhhh~~~
我真的不知道为什么><

boring

2011-02-18T22:30:00.006+08:00

i was bored
and keep on viewing my facebook friend"s album and some friendship history
i love to stalking people
hehe~

and i saw an album title[2011 valentine] by one of my friend, a girl

she receive 3 bunch of flower in the same day

and 2 bar of chocolate from guys of course,

kinda envy as her one person could receive so many gifts

now is 11pm

those chocolate make me hungry, LOL

assignment in getting to start but not so soon gua???
very pressure!
i haven learn anything from this sem but i have to do my assignment 1st?
oh no!

life

2011-02-16T18:09:00.008+08:00

身边的朋友都在做工
很羡慕他们可以一直做工,一直享受生活
我每天都说:我要做工了,我要赚钱~
但是
到现在还是两手空空
什么事情都没有做到
颓废到
每天只会花钱
浪费时间
怎么我那么颓废啊??? >.<

上学的第一天,是因为睡不够吗?

今天整天总是闷闷不乐的,还有点emo tim~

很久不见的你们,依然如此,是好是坏呢?

分配组的时候是我最艰难的时候,要做衰人了

她说:任务永远是最残酷的,分组一定会伤友情

觉得自己很显示,以前有朋友就参他,但是现在,想都没有想过

超级内疚,超级过分,超级显示

在这里,总是有感觉被利用着,能怎样?(自我安慰下**我是被需要的**)

人就是显示,笑下就过去了,没什么的,10个星期很快的

过后就放假

加油吧~

最近很多事情都很烦,没关系,笑一笑就过去了

(心理想还是家人最好)

start

2011-02-15T17:10:00.008+08:00

开学了

时间表有够烂的,一天一堂课

根本不想去学校,浪费时间,浪费钱~

看了朋友的时间表与自己的,怎么可以差酱多啊

想到上课,整个人都闲了==

2月20多号,成绩出了

紧张? 一定的,虽然读没有很多,但是我已经尽力了

希望不差就好了

去年过年在camp没得玩够够

今年,到处去拜年,赌博,拿红包

也去过他的家乡,玩玩下,吃吃下

ILY

=========================

不会
不好
办不到
比较
存在感
说服力
能力
信心

我要努力,我要赚钱

去找工..!加油...!

2 day in 1 post

2011-01-31T23:47:00.004+08:00

yesterday me and my sis went to shooting

outdoor shooting~BUT!!! raining whole day, aiz

make us change our theme to shoot

some abondan house/building

the shooting was not bad,

but quite tiring as the posing was hard

hope the result is nice

looking forward to the picture

in between the shooting we went to have our lunch

and that time me and my sis went to cut our hair

cut my fridge

Let take alook the before and after

this is before while im waiting the barber
capture by my sis

my sis waiting too
and this is hers before cut her fridge

we cut the same style of fridge

and also our hair lenght and colour is almost the same

so our hairstyle look the same

hehe

and the after

we look like XIAO MEIMEI

...

~
~
...

...

AFTER !!!

haha
how was it?
nice?
(we are wearing our 2nd shoot clother,
so u will notice, we are wearing diff clothes
from just now)

2nd pic with smilling,
jie say her smile look weird,
actually is nice d lo

and today

i stayed at home

kemaskan my house and room, so tiring...!
mommy bising bising, "this put thr, why this haven clean?,

after u clean that u move that things to the kitchen."

me and my sis today work as KAKAK in our house

let take alook a picha

before we start to tidy up~

你不知道的事

2011-01-28T23:56:00.001+08:00

我想你不知道……
我真的很爱很爱你
想和你有很长很长很大很大的未来

很想肆无忌惮的爱你
很想每天跟你在一起
很想你生病的时候我都在你身边
很想每天都有你大大的拥抱
很想你不开心的时候我都可以哄你
很想你也同样依赖我
很想经常看你撒娇的小样子
很想把你喂的胖胖的健健康康的
很想每天可以听到你的晚安
很想你永远不会丢下我一个人
很想你一直在身边的温暖
很想你可以一直有开心时可爱的样子
很想你可以像我信任你一样信任我
很想和你一起分享美味
很想打开手机就看到你的短信
很想和你一起赖床
很想和你喝酒喝到嗨
很想和你手牵手散步
很想每天陪你一起吃饭上课
很想抱着你痛痛快快哭一场
很想听到你向我温温暖暖的求婚
很想搂着你照婚纱照
很想去个小镇静静的度蜜月
很想和你有个小家
很想每天做饭等你回家
很想每天早上睁眼就看见你
很想每晚有你陪我看电影
很想跟你逛街给你买衣服
很想生个孩子叫我妈妈叫你爸爸
很想一起照张美美的全家福
很想一起努力在海边买套房子
很想每天陪你去散步
很想陪你走完你的一生
很想一直一直不分开
很想你可以一直爱我
很想我们可以有个一辈子
很想会有你说的白头偕老
很想……
很想……
很想……

可这些都是我想的而已
我本来就是个爱幻想的女生
可能你会嫌弃、会不喜欢
也可能你会觉得烦

可我就是这样
这也的的确确都是我想的
很想天天听到你对我说
我爱你

my mood was nice

2011-01-28T22:26:00.010+08:00

hmmm

holiday left 2 weeks more, so fast ey.
time pass fast and money fly faster than G6!! LOL!!
nowadays my atm card always with me.
everytime i hang out i sure let her visit d ATM machine(get wat i mean? )
hiak hiak~

CNY~few more days to go.
my mom keep on nagging me to kemaskan my room and house.
aidui~i dunhav time larhx mommy, im lazyyyyy...

CNY mood is coming ,
my mind are full of new year song and every where is full of CNY deco.
pavilion deco was nice,
i love it so much
and i won get bored even i went there everyday.
even me and neighbour house also full or chinese lantern and those chinese lime tree.
( actually all my neighbour is my relative too)
so this get even more exited..! =D

near CNY season, the weather suppose to be very hot hot hot and hot,

but nowaday keep on rain rain rain and raining.

my friend said his place rain for almost 3-4days non-stop.

OMG~~~!

i rather CNY have some hot day ,

so everyone sweating when giving ang pau and not taking an umbrella when giving ang pau.

LOL

coming soon

2011-01-25T01:33:00.005+08:00

hmmm...cny is coming soon

preparing to celebrate

clothes done? checked

shoes done? checked

food/tibits done? checked

decorations done? planning

ang pau done? ( haha~non of my business, im ready to take saja)

family dinner already plan and confirm

start from 31st of january, dinner marathon will be non-stop with family and relative

overseas relative had already arrived Malaysia =D

today went to sungai wang and i tiok my mommy for a jeans

so happy i get that from my mom, thx u~

it really fit me 100% hehe

and i went a haircut at kim marie

abit childish, but at least i try something different from the old hairstyle

after he went back to his hometown,

almost everynight i have a night time call with him

♥so sweet and happy♥

hope this will continue and don end yea~haha

tomorrow is my very 1st day staying at home for whole day

last whole week i never stay at home for 24 hour, SERIOUSLY

kinda happy and excited LOL~

okie,

blog done? checked

goodnight guys♥

不是无理取闹

2011-01-21T16:15:00.003+08:00

要怎么说呢? 怎么越来越复杂?
我们认识了一年,问题现在才来? 是怎样?
我承认~我的确失望,伤心
其实出来不一定需要用到很多钱
次次约你,你却不能
如果你站在我们的立场,你都懂,我们的伤心,失望是理所当然的
我们了解你的状况,你的情形
我们次次约你,你不能,当我们期待希望有下次时,
却看到你写I DON CARE,WATEVER LA(可能我对这两句很敏感)

那种失望,生气

你有站在我们的立场想吗?

我其实是想说,我们不是无理取闹,我们并没有像你所说的没有站在你的立场想~
是有的~

♥

2011-01-20T23:35:00.003+08:00

今天我又次出现在TIMES SQUARE,PAVILION, SG.WANG 等等的地带
和我亲爱的去逛逛
吃了超级多的东西
SUSHI,PATHAYA,欢喜地
前几天都吃够多了~现在再吃,还没有过年都已经肥了咯

看了部戏-笑着回家,不是很很好看,可是还是过的去,里面有几段超级好笑
整个BUKIT BINTANG AREA都在播新年歌,超级有气氛的
就酱,一天就过了,快乐的时间过得特别快,是时候说拜拜
又不懂几时才可以看到你了咯
但是我会每天吃相思豆的~哈哈哈

明天去AHLAI的家乡玩,主要目的是去星期六晚上的派对
她说很多人会去玩,就顺便回去看看咯

我的假期就酱过了一个星期,真是快==
工作,我找了几百天,都没有收获,
当我考试时就来!现在我死找都没有!
天啊~能帮下我吗? 我不要空裤袋的过年和过我的假期啊!
工作快点来!!! 我需要你...='(

假期

2011-01-20T01:23:00.004+08:00

17号开始...我假期就开始了

我梦寐以求的假期到了!

我真的可以为所欲为!

慢慢享受我这几个星期

18号-TS,我学院的朋友,去常识了snow flakes

我爱上了!!=D

19号-TS,我的姐妹,然后去connaught

开心无比..! 我们的食上玩家节目就快开始了

当然还有我最讨厌的ahlai~哈哈

20号-TS,我亲爱的,明天=D

期待Ing~我真的很久没有见你了

想念你到某种程度了

21号-ahlai的家乡,星期六有个派对,打算去玩下

只是前2天我都已经花了很多,我很需要钱,工作快点来吧

还有,其实我很对不起我的家人

我答应过,假期会呆在家里,看家,做乖女

但是我办不到><

他们约了我,但我却选择朋友,推掉他们

我天天出门,他们回到家,我都还没有到

过分吧

给我多几天,就几天,我就真的呆在家,信我

假期,慢慢享受啊

哈哈~

我会确保我的假期是开心与丰富多彩的

memory/exam/holiday

2011-01-03T21:42:00.003+08:00

hmm..

6th of jan is my exam day

2 hell week going to happen on me

last year today

im 18, im naive, im noob, i thought world is very simple

and i join NS

i get to know many friend include my besties...!

those days are really amazing

no pressure no stress no planning and no worry for tomorrow

i really miss the time

this fews day i keep on study study study

actually not most of the time, but i really gt study

and i on diet seriously, my stomach never full since monday till now

one day one meal=( not enough for me T^T

very suffer

nex tomorrow will be my 1st day of exam

this few days i feel time past really very slow

but i believe that once the 1st paper start, the time will past very fast!

2 weeks nia very fast d...haha

after that my day is from hell up to heaven

i can enjoy my holiday

shopping! movie and meet my dear

i miss my friend alot and also my dear..!

good luck on exam..!!!!!!

chong ar.......~~~~~~~~~~~~

2011

2010-12-30T19:31:00.007+08:00

bye bye 2010
hello 2011
brand new year brand new life?
hmmm..hopefully i able to change somethings

honestly i love 2010 year alot
im 18 in 2010 the most best memory that i have is when NS
NS really change my life alot
i have new alot of friend and now they becoming part of my life that never been forget

and i get into college
a new environment and different kind of new friend
and i have learn alot of things from my college friend

and after graduate me and my secondary school friend does seldom meet or gather
cause study problem, we have separated
well
in my heart you guys are still my binyiu forever

i meet someone special in 2010 year
someone that i gave him my heart
hope he cherish it well and take care it
dear i have ur heart here and i will take care it very well
for the rest of the time we walk through
i love you
i sorry to make you unhappy for 2010
dunno wherther u view my blog or not
but just wanna tell you
2011 a new year for you and me
you are my 20 year old boy that 1 and only 1
hehe

i dunno whether i have be more mature or even more childish
but i started to think alot
no matter on relation or my future
make my mind kinda complicated, and 2010 i started to be "duo chou shan gan"

2010, i love you so much
u bring many things to me
but is time to say bye bye
i get things from you and i will update it to be better one on 2011

byebye problem, hope u be kind when i meet you this year
byebye trouble, hope u give me a hints to solve everything
byebye 2010

no 2010...is now 2011!!!

算了吧

2010-12-29T20:11:00.005+08:00

my mind is complicated now
what am i thinking?
why life so complicated?
everything happen without a sound to notice
everything could not happen the way i wanted
the more i want the more i scare and worry
could it just follow me once?
im not really happy and not really sad either
just let it be?
i think i can do it so

exam is coming
**ignore ignore**

christmas eve

2010-12-24T21:52:00.007+08:00

today is christmas eve!!!

early morning went to stupid TARC again for gym

today is our last class

and for christmas we have exchange present with other friend

and i got this ball

hahaha

will miss them and hope we will stay contact to each other yea

at nite i had a nice dinner with my family

normal dinner dishes and BBQ

super duper FULL

after all

so im alone nao

and im at home nao

wanna hang out with him or friends

but end up he went with his friend

bad dear

luckily i still have my friend

silent night holy night

all is calm all is bright

冬至快乐^^

2010-12-22T22:53:00.004+08:00

today is tong zhi
my class end on 12.30 so i went to lepak with ming
have a nice day with that cow
keep on laughing when we talk about our secondary school life
hahahahahahaha

the 1st things i do when im home is makan tang yuan!
my grandfather home made tang yuan
**nice**
after that tang yuan, i went to my popo house to have tang yuan again
OMG~
today my dinner is full of tang yuan
im actually not fancy to tang yuan, but this year i did ate alot
i think i ate around 10+ of it
@_@

someone at GK also doing tang yuan with his friend at his friend house
i can imagine that have 10+ boys doing tang yuan d funny faces
hahahahaha
and i miss that someone badly

christmas

2010-12-20T23:37:00.004+08:00

woohoo

monday night

i was thinking what to do on christmas eve on this coming friday night

that day is my samsam birthday,

she request me to bring da bian back home so nonid buy present for her

...........................

haha

i have steamboat + BBQ dinner at my house

is like an open house for all my relative

to celebrate dong ji and christmas eve and my samsam Birthday

i sure is nice nice nice dinner partyyyyy

but after that i wanna hang out till midnight

i mean around 3am only back to home

but nobody willling to crazy with me

all got partner already =(

my dear dabian sure stay at home be zzz d

i think i syok sendiri at home better

sunway giza & battle ground

2010-12-19T16:58:00.004+08:00

yesterday went to sunway giza with my dearest jimui

we go there is to see battle ground 2010

actually not much people there, in my thought there will be even more

but still ok

we have dinner then go and see the competition

their dance step and creativity are amazing

really beyond our expectation

everyone keep on repeating :wao wao wao wah wah wah...

soul krazy**the champion** was damn awesome

kinda admire to lady seven that purple hair girl

i saw my classmate kenny and cindy thr

and also chai meimei, she say her sis office at there so she come down 8 xia what happening

to chai meimei, u had improve alot, u start to speak out ad

not bad not bad =D

the decoration in sunway giza

my jie and my meimei

my jie and my laopo

cocu day

2010-12-18T16:28:00.003+08:00

yeah

today went to cocu day

im from gym workout, today activity is run and power rope challenge

at 1st i thought im going thr to be viewers only

Lols

coz other group was very strong and very unity

they keep on cheering and i can see they are quite close to each other

i have participated in power rope challenge

in the 1st game, we KALAH

i thought we already eliminated

but actually we still have to challenge with other group

after all

WE WON~~~!! hahahahaha...

never think before

i really enjoy today although i kena sun burn and my hand scratch abit

but is still FINE

soveniur from our coach =D

my prize for power rope challenge

hahaha...self take xia, after sun burn...@_@

exam

2010-12-17T20:02:00.002+08:00

final exam is coming
school bar list have out
everyone not coming to school
tarc seem so quite nowadays
no more homework
no more tutorial question to be done
just left revision and discuss about past year paper
so now my school life is kinda relax
LOL
but have to concentrate on exam ady loooooooo

today class cancel, i went to school for cocu only
tomorrow cocu day is going on
and i have to go TARC again
out of 7 days i went to TARC for 6!
damn it
wish to skip class also
but feel abit sorry to myself
hahahahaha

final exam 06jan-17jan
after that
PARTYYYYY
wanna hang out 99 with my friend
no matter go where
i just dun1 wanna stay at home
looking forward to it

but beside burning money i have to find some fair job to earn money also
i miss 2 event already
kinda left out and i miss event job
=(

home

2010-12-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

recently dunno why i like to add those show girl and some photo shooting model FB account
i have a new hobby
: viewing their beautiful photo
i enjoy to do that
envy them alot,
tall, skinny, natural and pretty
kinda admire them can snap out so perfect picha with full of feeling and beautiful scene

this semester i feel like nothing
i learn nothing, i do nothing, and time pass like nothing happen before
and now have 2 more weeks is m final

tomorrow my jimuiss plan to singk after my 12.30pm class
but transport problem we have to cancel d whole plan
aiz
stay at home barx tomorrow
be guai nui one day
=D

sleep

2010-12-12T23:00:00.003+08:00

is 11pm now
feel kinda sleepy

yesterday i slept around 2am then woke on 10am

is not enough for me

but keep push myself, just dun feel like sleeping in this peak time
cuz normally in this time were all my friends are here to chit chat on fb/msn and bla bla bla
so i dun wanna miss anythings or any topic from them
haha
feel so silly

morning i went to have breakfast with my jimuis
i get to know that they have 2month+ holidays
OMG~
i only have 3weeks
damn god
so envy them...=(

now my only hope is get rid of study and final exam
then i have CNY waiting for me
my dear CNY, i looking forward to meet u soon
=D

saturday

2010-12-12T12:51:00.001+08:00

yesterday went out with my jimuisss

consider as gathering also...LOL

meet my dear and meimei since they come KL for holiday

( i wan holiday also... )

we went to pavilion,times square,sg.wang and farenheit

oh yeah..i cut my hair...=D

let show my latest hair style here

look kinda old with those curl, haha~

me and my sis hair style almost the same

ch3lsea

LOL

新年

假期

2012

爱情让了累了?

Christmas 2011

what m i thinking?

ME

MAMA 2011

imma jerk

tired of make up

im happening

my 19 birthday THANK YOU

我们长大了

Malacca 28 oct 2011

?

no idea mood swing

sunday of a week

whole day class!

不要笑我太疯颠

原谅我就是这样的女生

money ?

Pro

so true! =D

我想很多

my boy 20"s birthday

last friday

陳小柔

natural

cameron with family

pulau ketam

training!

iphone

8月15 中秋节

朋友

i want to be 潇洒

complain complain complain!!!!

angry mood

bullshit feelings

suck

happy week

带我走 i want more than this

school

one wishes

i love my family

today

Event

USA

I DIE LARHH

home

junior

plan

爱,绝不是缺了就找,更不是累了就换 ­

normal life

money~ i hate u and i love u!

你?

creamy

outing

copy and paste meaningful post!

BEAUTIFUL QUOTEs

sorry is not my word

真正心里有你的男生

Beeeeee 1

hmmm

sick

tired

if

Appreciation

i miss you

=')

Love quote

us,we,together

考试

Pekcek

blogging

i want you

我不知道

boring

life

爱,绝不是缺了就找,更不是累了就换　