21st November in my life

Its been awhile, so many things happen recently.

The love one came back, and he went off again. 

So fast 5month has over, but the night mare started. 

He is going to Singapore for his future, so the coming monday,

which is tomorrow, he is going to start his first day.

I did not know what should i say.

Very happy that he able to find the job, but 

very sad to being separate with him for 1 year. 

It suppose to be the time where couple have their sweet time,

enjoying their previous moment. But im alone. 

I felt very lonely sometime. It seems that im very happy

most of the time. But inside, nobody know. 

I wish the time pass faster until the month of May for

me to UK. 

Besides, is the month of november, is my birthday.

I purposely lock my birthday date at facebook to see 

who do remember my birthday. I am very glad that most of my friend 

remember it! Im glad to have you all. 

So the first celebration was with my classmate. The very first time, 

all of us hang out until morning. From 6.00pm until the next morning 8.00am. 

It was a very special memories, i will always remember. 

I suppose this is the last time we hang out till the morning in KL? 

Looking forward for our next memories before we graduate. 

Seriously appreciate you all.

So it comes to the second celebration with my deariest VIPs

I would like to thanks everyone of you all because i know 

we are from different place, south, east, west bla bla bla.

Thanks for the corporation to make this happen. 

I know you all piss off and argue for my birthday. 

Felt sorry but thank you also for all of the effort and surprise.

Its been awhile to see all of you all and enjoy this funny and crazy moment 

with you all. PS: do not celebrate at FRIDAY because it is freaking crazy.

I felt so happy but shy at the same time!

Last with my bitches, bring me to Bangsar Village for Plan B. 

Saids is brunch but we do it on 3.15. LOL high tea with brunch food?

We order to the max. Ended up we full up to the tank!

Nice meal and so we went to Baskin Robbin, at first wanted to go for 

Dip n Dip. But it was too crowded =( Nevermind, next time!

Enjoy the moment with you. Its been awhile for us to catch up too 

because we always met last time, now i think twice a month already 

is good for us. Thanks for the present that i kept mentioned!

haha. Love it so much. I wish we keep meeting weekly or twice a month okay? 

And with my family, although mother is flying off the work, 

but thanks for the sweet sweet cake. 

At least we have the cut cake session together before mommy fly to work.

So followed by Sam and the gang, i know we have lost contact for sometimes.

But thanks for the effort calling each of the friend.

At least to have a catch up and sing k session.
Enjoy your life in New-Zealand. 

Lastly on my actual birthday, with the one and only one.

I received the present 2 weeks before. Thanks for all of the present.

I like it so much and thanks for the meal and nice day.

Love you so much. 

Thanks for all of my friends for the present and celebration. 

You guys make my 21st birthday with the wonderful foot stop. 

自问21年来，自己有什么遗憾。顿时想不出。

自己去外面住也住过了，自己独立去做工，自己赚钱。

成绩也算自己满意的，朋友都很好，暂时没有背叛，没有出卖。

家人健康，感情稳定，找到对的方向，未来还算在预算当中。

I will continue to run for my life and make my life as colourful as i can.

No one will affect my future life.

No matter how hard, how tough it is.

I will bear with it, until i achieve what i want !

生活

开学了 8个星期, advanced diploma果然是 advanced diploma, 功课, assignment果然是 advanced很多.

以前都没有那么勤劳, 每天晚上一回到家, 第一件事就是开电脑, 做assignment.

很多东西都是更加in details, more higher level的.

很多问题, 不知道要怎么解决, 不懂要怎样做才是对的.

以前就算不够睡, 下一天还是一样睡不着, 可是现在, 10分钟内立刻睡着, 非常累!

生日过了, 我真的很感谢身边的所有朋友, 谢谢你们的庆祝, 你们的祝福, 每个每个都是个很有心意的. 我真的很开心, 你们的用心帮我庆祝. 我爱你们. 肉麻的东西, 还有照片, 下个post, 我会写! 哈哈, 敬请等待. 

虽然是非常开心,非常感谢 但是我有很不开心的事情, 可能是我自己的太高攀自己的生日? 还是事实是这样?

当我看到.......我真的很不开心.

为什么去年也是这样, 今年也是这样?

或许是我太过在意.

不过没关系, 最近很多assignment, 让我变得没有那么多时间去想别的东西, 去emo

近期来, 我变了一些, 比起去年的我, 我的脾气变坏了, 我更加勇敢了, 你惹我, 你就死.

但是, 我还是会看人脸色做人, 在适当的时候, 说适当的话, 做适当的东西.

我最近真的很烦, 很多功课, 朋友的事情, 钱的事情, 时间的事情...... 太多了

明天(星期六)到下个星期六, 学校有个长假, 所以打算放松自己, 暂时离开这个position.

do you know that i started to dislike u?

when i see something, my first thought was i wish you.........................