Love is unpredictable

Recently, i saw alot of of my friend get engaged, broke up with boyfriend, get married.

It was somehow very very surprise for me, during my age of 18. My cousin's cousin get married because of pregnant. Sign, should i said that's too early? Or am not that open?

Maybe is just me myself, i think that getting marry in 18-20 is still too young for me.

While i am still enjoying my life with no worry with no pressure to take, no burden to carry.

I got to tie myself with another 1 forever? Hmmm...

Some of my friend broke up. The relationship was not like 1 year or 1 year plus.

Is like 4 years minimum. It was very shocking!

In my thought, i always wanted to find a person that i could walk through until the end of my life.

I thought the relationship will be maintain after 2 years and he might be the one that i can hold forever.

But, in the reality, it is not what i thought.

The longer the relationship go, the higher the risk of broke up.

Many of my friends, those who i thought, or not just me. That everyone thought that they will be getting married very soon. Or fore sure they will marry in future.

However, they are the one who will not marry or be together at last.

Throughout the experiences or the witnesses that i have gone through.

This broke up case that keeps happening around me, makes me questions myself.

Am i going on the right way? I am the person that wish to have everything plan and wish it happen as what i plan.

If it never goes what i thought, better for it not to start.

Every time we talk about future. It really seems that we have a clue about our future.

A lot of confident between us and i believe that our relationship will last forever.

However, problem that we could not solve, we even plan about break up in future.

He seems like very calm and easily accept the fact of breaking up. I felt so heart broken and i really wish to stop this relationship immediately because of his answer.

If you are not holding this believe why am i want to start?

The one who be with you for 4 years 5 years or plus will never be your husband.

The one who be with you for 3 months 4 months will the right choice.

That's why people always said :在错的时候，遇上对的人，在对的时候，遇上错的人。

The one you love the most will never be your forever partner.

The one who be you meet for 3/4 months who best SUIT you are not the one who you love the most.

When you find someone who you think is really suit, regardless time, you both will wish to get marry immediately.

This is life. I should always apply this theory around. Lol

New Love - 自拍神器 Casio ZR 1000

用了那么久, 我终于有时间介绍下我的小白. 它可是有来头的哦, 特地从johor带回来的呢.
它让我提醒掉胆了差不多一个星期. 一直打电话叫我男朋友去那相机店问.

现在, 它已经与我在一起了差不多4个月了.
看看, 我的小白 - CASIO 出名的 自拍神器 系列里的 ZR 1000.
我这架是在tangkak, johor买的, 所以价钱还算便宜. RM 1250. 在现在市场上, 我觉得都应该是 1299-1399 之间吧. 来看看我的小白的size和颜色.

说真, 如果你是个超级自拍狂, 我真的热烈推荐你们买CASIO自拍神器!
可是, 照片出来的效果真的真的很漂亮, 所以, 我会觉得照片 是 照骗.
真的差很多.
他们会觉得TR系列相机会比较好. 说真的, 真的比较好, 为什么呢, 因为它的画装程度很高, 除了微美, 它还可以帮你打blusher呢.
TR系列比较focus在于自拍, 而ZR呢, 可以拍很多东西, 它也是又画妆的level, 但是它没有帮你打blusher. 但是这ZR拍出来的效果已经够自欺欺人了. 但是女人就是喜欢被骗吗. 哈哈.
没有画妆都能拍!蔼
我不知道要怎么形容, 来看我一些自恋照骗吧.

阳光

flash light

自拍时, 可是把相机银幕反过来看.

 

室内自拍(素颜)

风景/沙滩

 

这效果是相机本身有的哦! 很漂亮!

我给它9/10分, 至于那1分就是没有internal wifi.

还有我也顺便买了我们女生一定要用到的 

wifi memory card. 

随时随地都可以拍, 随时随地都可以po上网. 

只需要 RM 85 for 8GB. 便宜啊!

可是啊, 可能是因为便宜, 所以不是很好用.

似乎很容易坏. 才用不5个月. 

感觉它就好象中virus了. 

但它有5年warranty. 还可以接受. 

但是如果有的选, 记得不要买这牌子哦. (个人建议) 

The Hill Damansara Heights

One day and a Random day, Boyfie bring me to The Hill Damansara.
Since 2012, which is my 20th birthday, he has planned to celebrate my birthday at The Hill, but, fully book =(
and so, it delay until that random day.

His friend, which is also a pair of couple,Yuhe + eeven went together with us. If we go on setapak, it is not that far, but for me to go setapak 10km and from setapak to Damansara takes another 10km. Is approximately takes me around 20km+.

And so, we went there and it was raining, we booked outdoor, but at last we choose to sit indoor so we won feel sticky at the outdoor.

Lets check on the menu!

Basically, you can just refer to the first page which is Hall of the Fame as these are their best and chef recommended dishes. Trust me! Just the first page dish will already give you a WOW! Beside, they did put some mysterious name for certain dish that wanted us to ask the waiters what is the dish of the day. hmmmm.

For beverage, we take the watermelon slush which is watermelon juice + Vodka. This cost us like RM40 for a drink? But with vodka, so is reasonable. The taste is so so for me. Maybe i does not like vodka. They make a love shape in the watermelon, so cute ^^

So 4 of us choose our dish from the first page. I choose the slow simmered tomato based pasta (ps: i did not take any picture of it because i am too hungry! hehe)
The tomato taste is not that strong, maybe is because of the rib eye cube, it taste bit salty, not too extreme, it is just nice! Overall is awesome. The rib eye cube is tasty and the sauce that u can taste in the cube is diff with the pasta sauce.

Yu he choose the monster! Haha, is actually their burger named. They named it monster. There are yellow, green, red monster and so on. The meat was nice, they are expert in grilling meat. It is very tasty, and the side dish which is wedges. Crispy + the taste is not just at the outside, but inside the wedges itself as well.

Eeven choose their pan fried signature salmon. everything is just so nice!! Do you know went salmon grilled, it usually comes out with some smelly smell, but this is totally different. Though the portion is small, but the salmon taste is just nice from inside to outside. Sorry no picture taken.

Lastly, the boyfie! he take the wasabi pan fried chicken! He is really a genius or just his luck.
He choose the best of the best. Maybe I am just bias to it. Hehe
Do you know what is it? It have a mile taste of Wasabi but with MENTAI!!! OMG
It is super tasty! The Mentai on the chicken + the fried rice! OMG, you also serve with salad...
Trust me, this is so nice when it comes with mentai!!

The price is reasonable, we called this kind of dine in as we are paying for the environment, but the food. but their food is out of my expactation. it is freaking nice. One thing that I confuse which is this restaurant is a western restaurant, but they are serving many sushi. Hmmm?

OH YA! Every thursday, they have this promotion which is free flow of wine on their roof top with nice environment. Ladies is cheaper and gentlemen is just slightly RM20 more.
I would recommend this Restaurant to you all and i would come again! But, before you go, especially on weekend. Please do reservation on this number 016-2291 505

I have shared the location, hope you guys go there safely, and please do research before you go ya just in case you get lost.

34 Lorong Dungun, Bukit Damansara, 50490 Kuala Lumpur, Wilayah Persekutuan, Malaysia

Happy Friday readers! TGIF !

我以为, 但我还是放不下

突然, 想起那场恶梦. 那永远都会是我的恶梦, 直到我们分手的那天.
其实我还是放不下, 那么多年, 还是很介意.
虽然当局者你, 或许都已经放下了, 但是我还是不能.
不知道介意什么, 其实自己想的, 自己知道的, 你很爱她, 非常非常爱, 爱到无可救药.
你在部落写的东西, 虽然只是看了一次, 但是每个字, 每一句, 我都记得一清二楚.
你说: 只有她, 才会让你怎么有感觉, 整个人坐立不安!!! 没有想到你们分开了一年, 但是, 原来她还是在你心里最深处最深处的地方, 你是真的真的很爱她, 很想念她, 她的喜欢, 她的不喜欢, 你都记得一清二楚.
我看到我真的很痛, 没有人能了解到底有多痛.
一直以来非常爱, 自以为他也只爱我, 非常爱我的人, 在那杀那竟然..

就如我常说的, 我有时侯真的感觉不到你对我的爱, 你对我的在乎.
我知道在你心里, 你对她的爱, 是无法比较的, 没人能拿来比, 你也不会拿来比.
在我心里, 她在你心里是处于很高很高的位置. 你一直都在保护着她, 我真的觉得自己很傻!
你不会象以前将爱她得爱一个人. 为什么我还要对你那么有感觉? 对你坐立不安? 对你喜欢的, 不喜欢的都记得一清二楚??!
你以前对她的爱, 是独有的, 最深的, 最不理智的, 那我呢?
如果相比起来, 你真的比爱我更爱她的话, 就告诉我, 放开我吧, 我真的感受不到你对我的不立志, 坐立不安, 你的在乎, 你的所有, 一切一切都比不上她!!!
我越想越不开心, 告诉朋友, 其实不是很在乎这件事, 都那么久了, 时间会冲淡一切.
但是其实心里, 她是最大的恶梦.
要我放下? 其实是很难的一件事, 可说是不可能, 每次说相信你, 但是我真的放不下.
其实我真的很怕, 不是怕她, 是怕你, 真的自以为的你, 和现实的你, 在那杀那, 顿时变得很陌生, 到底你是不是我自以为觉得很值得象SH一样爱着的那个? 还是其实心里深处还有着很爱的另一个她的那个?

为什么我要知道那么多? 我是个很犯贱的人, 我往往很喜欢知道一些我不想知道的事情!
我很爱比较, 你会不会爱我比爱她多? 爱我爱得奋不顾身?
以前常常逼问你, 到底有多爱我, 到底会不会爱我到老, 现在想起, 觉得自己很自私.
为什么要控制别人来安慰自己? 他爱你, 不用逼, 他爱你, 他会让你知道他有多爱你, 他有多需要你, 他没有你会有多痛苦.
虽然没有什么恋爱经验, 但是我真的知道, 当初你没有她, 你过得很辛苦.
是否, 因为她, 你再也不敢放身去爱? 是这样吗?
如果时间能从来, 我真的希望我不要知道那么多, 也希望她能知道你对她有多有感觉.

生活

虽然没有什么头绪想要写些什么, 但是就是很想更新我的部落格.
最近开学了, 有几位同学都没有继续读. 但是继续读的多过没有继续的.
我们PR从10班变成5班, 所以我们参进了B2的朋友, 多人了
不知道为什么, 有些不习惯, 有一些生疏的面孔, 虽然上lecture是常常见啦! 哈哈
不知道为什么就是不喜欢问问题了, 以前在diploma时常常问问题
就连老师都说: 啊yan! 啊yan以前很喜欢问问题的哦, 现在做么酱diam?

得到时间表后, 真的很不开心, 可是星期五的课还算不错, 到12点吧了.
其它的都有个很长的break, 时间就那么浪费, 钱也是.
可是暂时两个星期的break都过的不错,
昨天才和同学去打羽毛球, 很累, 流很多汗, 但是很开心, 做运动是很好的.
希望每次的break time都能一起去做运动还是做些什么的, 不要回家睡觉啦.

说到我的老板呢, 之从9/15号见了老板后, 到现在, 如果不是因为要做工的话, 我想我们就不会见面到今天.
你不想念我么?! 一两个礼拜才想见我一次? 我讨厌你! =(

之从放假那段时期常去做工后, 很多offer, 但是因为读书而不能去做.
谁不爱钱? 看着那2/3百酱, 慢慢得的飞走. 几心痛啊!
还有一些因为早前答应了另外份工而不能做工钱比较高的工, 也是很心痛啊!
每次告诉自己, 没关系, 我是个学生, 不是freelancer! 不要因为眼前的快前, 忽略了我的学业.
而且我该把时间留给家人. 星期六日就是我常做工的时候, 也是我爸爸妈妈唯有的假期. 真矛盾下.

♥ Between Us ♥

Yeap, this post is about my darling and me.

Every september is a very big month for me and him, especially this year

This year september 11th is LWk 21st birthday. wootz!

Sad to heard from him that every year of his birthday, there will be no celebration, because his birthday always drop on the school holiday since kinder-garden until now! =(

This year I bought 2 present for him and treat him a meal for his 21st birthday.

Everytime people received present from me, i will felt really nervous because i really worry to see his expression and feeling when he open the present. I wish he like the present that i gave him.

So once i arrived tangkak, my darling brought me to MUAR hello kitty cafe! 

The cafe was not that special as i expected, is just a normal dessert house, just the decoration is kinda special and attractive, but the price were okay. The side dish and 1 dessert cost me around RM10 only.

The location i provided too. Make sure to do more research before u go, because we almost spend more than 1/2 hour in the same area to find this cafe. 

On his birthday, we went to Malacca for movie and korean dinner
The Dinner cost me around RM140, i though it was cheap actually, because we ordered quite alot of things. The price is okay for a korean dinner.
BUT, as a normal meal, it is FREAKING expensive!!
but i felt really happy to had a try on it. I think he like it too.
This restaurant call Daorae, they have alot of branches in KL too.
Might go and makan again ^^

( U SPOTED THIS? their exhaust fan is very close to the grill, so our shirt and hair never smell, u know la. BBQ, ur hair and shirt sure KENA! )

This is the present i gave him, an 1pieces puzzle and a braun buffel wallet. 

On the september 15th 2012, is our anniversary, this year is our second anniversary

is very important for us, because! last year we never celebrate! nothing at all!! =(

but actually, when we said that a special occasion and we need to do something special to celebrate it.

we actually do not have any idea what to do. Right?

And yeah! we wear spongebob couple tshirt on that day, hehe! (he bought it)

Darling, me and u have walk throught 2 X 356days. I really hope i can love you for my life.

Sorry to love a girl that easily get jealous, get angry, mad for no reason, act like a princess and wat so ever. But i also hope u know i REALLY love you! ♥♥♥♥