Tuesday, December 18, 2012

12/12/12

Is a post about 12/12/12 a special day where im still doing assignment on tat day. ==
but right after my assignment, me and my bff went to hang out.

we went to idarts and beer fact
was a happy night.
before we play darts.
we ordered the jagar boom and heineken first. right after the shots, the drunken cat appear!!
OMG terrible. The moment you see me keep laughing and keep talking non-stop.
U know that Im Drunk! and my other friend, shut down after 3shots! LOL
sleep for the whole night. While we play darts, She slept beside like a dead cat!
pity and terrible!
was a happy night with them, this is their very first time to see my drunk look.
Non-Stop laughing and talking. enjoy the night. <3 p="p">


Before the things happen


 When each of us getting drunk

 And this is the terrible one! totally SHUT DOWN

 Drunken CAT



 Mamak 


Going to Zouk for the doomsday celebration. anyone? meet u there ^^




Friday, December 7, 2012

为什么?


最近都很少update部落了...天天都在朋友家做功课, 做功课, 做功课
刚刚从台湾回来后, 到今天, 都没有什么出门逛逛. 也从台湾回来后, 都没有什么做工了.
一回来的那天, 不停不停得一直send profile. 希望快点有好消息. 可是一直都没有人打电话给我.
有, 都是叫我去interview, 我很累, 很失望, 本身自己都没有什么喜欢去面试了.因为懒惰和没有信心.一起的每次每次都没有什么中. 以前的我还是去.
结果有3次一次中而已. 知道人家不选我的时候, 真的很失望, 很伤心, 没有信心了.
总是觉得自己真的不够好看, 甚至有时候会怀疑倒地自己适不适合做freelance model.
真的很伤心, 最近去也去了几个面试, 特地带化装包去学校. 在班上, 全部人看着你的状况下-化装!
还有一次, 考试时候, 我特地做后面, 赶快把试卷做完, 然后就开始化装.
然后再赶去塔公车去面试, 结果-? (sorry dear, the client chosen another girl, anyway, thanks for coming ya)
那种心情, 真的是难受! 或许, 一直以来, 都是我自己过去有信心? 过分相信自己的能力? 太高攀自己了. 造成现在的我.
近期的pc fair看到很多认识的朋友都在做工, 而且她们做的, 我都有send profile去, 但是!
总是不中.

为什么?????
难道她们真的比我好看吗? 难道我真的那么糟糕吗???!!!
为什么都不是我???!!! 为什么我中的工期钱都很少???!!!
为什么? 难道我真的不适合做这分工??
很心痛, 有人知道吗?
一直以来的信心, 真的就被打败了!!!!!!!

我每天都祈祷, 我能象她们将, 工作天天来, 工钱高高!!
为什么她们可以, 我不可以???
为什么??? 我还是不相信我是属于不要看的那一类!!

有谁能了解我的心情?
希望, 十二月是个丰收月. 让我在去英国之前, 找到我要找到的钱



Wednesday, December 5, 2012

roommate and housemate

Skipped my Taiwan trip post and also my birthday post first, come to some emotional post!
today! I am frustrated, i give up! i wanted to throw everything and just shift out!
I fucking hate my housemate and roommate! (family)

I don"t understand, why they act like that?
They don't care, they only care about themselves and be lazy for all the time.
Now is school holiday, my both roommate were at home for everyday.

]The elder one only staying with computer 24/7. Once wake up, laptop, before sleep, laptop!
All of the clothes outside on the sofa, she never clear it and she never clean the room as well.
The cloth on the floor that we usually use to wipe our legs before sleep, were MIA for 1 week already.
Most of the time, i were very busy with my assignment and some studies and so i come back late around 11/12am midnight.
And what i got is a tons of shit, where the clothes were on the sofa that suppose to be sited by the people, but now by the clothes and also the bags all are hanging on the pants section, which they are actually on the floor before i came back and put it on there.
Besides, when there are foods from the other housemate, she will just eat all of it never save it for the others. When we asked her, she would just said : ha? i dunno uguys wan. How i know? I eat cant?
OMG!!! what fucking life is she having ?
What fucking things is she doing during the whole day in the house?
I dunno what to name her, she is even worst than a pig, lazy, dirty, messy and irresponsible!

The smallest one were always hanging out with her neighbours who also having school holiday.
When she come up for lunch and dinner, she will only have tibits for the actual meal.
When the lunch and dinner are ready, she will said she is full and wasted the food. ==
Eventhough she eat the tibits, she do have left over and put it everywhere, as in really EVERYWHERE, on the sofa, on the floor, on everywhere that you can imagine.
Sometime, right after she took her tibits, she will put the plastic bag back into the fridge!
CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT???
How irresponsible is she?

I really felt very frustrated towards both of them. They said, everynight, i came back, is the most annoying moment because I keep calling them to fixed their stuff.
Actually I am the one who suppose to felt annoying because everynight i came back with stress and faced this shit and also faced them.

GOD, PLEASE HELP ME. PLEASE SAVE MY LIFE, PLEASE HELP ME TO CHANGE THEM! PLEASE. I PRAY TO U!