Thursday, March 31, 2011

sorry is not my word

yea! i do wrong things that make my parent worry about me
just sometime, i really cant get it
why? why? i have to back home before 12am? im not cinderella ok?
sometime i really wish to stay outside
i know, i going out so often recently, is my bad
i really know, and i do apologize sincerely
please don"t ignore me can? make me feel like dying
i know you would not be ok is so soon time
alright, maybe after some days you will be okay
everyone scold me but except you, grandma grandpa non-stop lecture
tell whole street of housing area here
NEED MA?????
now i go out throw rubbish also kena screw
why?
why no one could understand me
i know im wrong already, but i think i dunhav to say sorry to everyone here
or i should? then i think i have to make a press conference to apologize, maybe
can uguys please stop nagging okay????

suppose to nag but not talking
suppose to remain silent but nag like hell

SHIT!

Monday, March 28, 2011

真正心里有你的男生

you post this before

you said you will do this for me

............................


真正心里有你的男生,

他会进你的肥书,看你的日志,

因为他想更多的了解你

真正心里有你的男生,

他会经常看你的心情变化,

因为他想更多的知道你今天心情好不好

真正心里有你的男生,

他会在你心情不好时候,

安慰你、陪着你,不会感觉你烦

真正心里有你的男生,

他看见你伤心流泪的时候,

他会很心痛,因为他在乎你

真正心里有你的男生,

他会把自己所有的过去从心里赶走,

因为他只想让你知道他的心只属于你

真正心里有你的男生,

他不会对别的女人说暧昧的话,

因为他自己很清楚心里已经有了你的位置

真正心里有你的男生,

他会在你不说话的时候会去猜你是怎么了;

会很在意的给你关怀

真正心里有你的男生,

他不会背着你和异性朋友,

或以前的女朋友出去玩

真正心里有你的男生,

他会经常给你发信息,

告诉你他有多想你

真正心里有你的男生,

他会在超过20小时没有的你的消息,

会很着急,会主动很你联系

真正心里有你的男生,

他不会当着你的面说别的女人漂亮,

因为他感觉你是最完美的

真正心里有你的男生,

他不会嫌你啰嗦,更不会对你凶,

因为他知道你是为他好

真正心里有你的男生,

他不会因为你做错事而责怪你,

他可以包容你所有的缺点

真正心里有你的男生,

他会把你放在心的最深处,

也许你不明白他做了什么,

但时间久了,你便会发现他曾为彼此付出这么多。

Beeeeee 1

another day, i skip class today
this week is study week,exam cming soon=D
last thursday, went to sepang gold coast with my classmate
went to the beach nearby golden palm tree
have a very nice day^^
i never tot we could be so close to each other
so next outing is after exam huh?
hehe they bring DSL and DSLR we shoot like hell there! ^^

damn love this shoot, look pro huh?

at night, we went to seremban for dinner+supper, around 12 rush back to KL


B1 the best! love uguys=D

Sunday, March 20, 2011

hmmm

hello readers,
im back~
weekend is tiring for me, i hate break time, coz i hate to be alone>.<
i think my leg going to be man"s leg soonXD
hmmm, wish to update my blog but dunno what to tell, LOL
i wanna mention about my store,
the speaker damn nice,they always play those club song with the strong bass
damn nice! with those sport light and a big space.
feel like dancing there, LOL

i dunno why i sooooo like to think? make me feel so stress and emo always
i cant stop myself from thinking
but all i though it will come true d wor
@_@
mommy ask me why you could not just guai guai stay at home
dun hang out always
(coz i dun1 let myself have free time to think) haha

Thursday, March 17, 2011

sick

good morning everyone, hehe
last few day i did not sleep well, have no time to sleep
rushing all my assignment and presentation
and weekend i have to work, so there is no time to sleep
once i close my eye, 3second after......
morning ad...@@
panas dalam getting more serious, alil fever and my lips dry like hell!
today i skip my class, and sleep 99, recharge myself

yesterday is my presentation, my adobe was very nice,hehe
thx to elvis my classmate, he make a professional website for me
after that,we go and celebrate
me and my gang went to mid valley
sushi again, i think i ate sushi every week ler LOL
after tat lepak awhile and we went to gsix around 7pm
so damn early for club, so we just sit and drink for awhile
keep on shot shot shot,all my friend drunk already
haha~ funny la see them drunk and mumble around
and we saw a beng LAM DAK WENG in the club 2

you is you, me is me
we won change everything to pei he
i try to lead you in my life, but you is you, you dun1 to
i try to merge in to your life, but
=)


few more week exam coming, this sem damn syok ler...=D

Monday, March 14, 2011

tired

hmmm....lama x update
last two day was very busy
saturday and sunday i went to work
my very 1st week of working in DC super hero
not bad, colleague are very friendly although all malay
and i can communicate very well, LOL
but boss seem not so friendly to me
she don"t like to talk to me and keep on fuyan me...><
the job was very tiring
stand there already is a tiring things for me
as my leg cannot stand long since small
and i have to climb up and down to take heavy stock
once customer say NO!
thats it, i have to put it all back to the store room
the store room damn messy ar

since friday i already fa re qi
adui~ panas dalam buat aku pening kepala and brasa letih

monday, school day
mid-term and assignment
this sub assignment need to use adobe to design some website and flyer
i admit imma IT noob, i already try my best
luckily i have my best classmate that helps me alot
they say is okay~ and they help me touch-up it
dunno why i think boys really pro in IT
their job are good!!

im actually very tired

if

If a person really wants to see u they will make a way and nothing in the world would stop them...

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Appreciation

shit~ today i have mid-term for my psycho~
though is suppose to be an interesting subject as we can read people"s mind
but, before reading people"s mind, we have to study our brain!
damn~ study biology again, i hate biology la...!! =[
i think my mid-term will score 3/100~ LOL

yesterday night i had a nightmare@@ Appreciation
very scary, maybe is nothing for the others, but the time i woke up
i really feel very sad
why i always dream those stupid things, (would it be real) i dunwan to! =[

this sem is a short sem, we only have 7 week for this sem
people say is not good as all those assignment and those exam are very rush
i feel is still okay and i kinda like it
cause i only have 2 subject and everything will go very fast
and so~
my holiday will come soon =D

before i end my post, i wanna tell a story
haha
i have a friend, she have a long distance relationship
she told me is hard, i know
but i very impressed her, she could flew from KL to another country just to see her boy
she is a tough girl, love is powerful
and her boy flew to KL every month
i really admire both of them
they do appreciate their relationship
is not easy
but they so willing to do it
i really envy

Friday, March 4, 2011

i miss you

i use to think too much
i use to think more to the negative side
you also have to think of my side
how do treat your with your priority ,can you treat me with those priority also?
can you?
i know you wan freedom
but please care me and please always be there for me
my problem is i am very sticky
once i cannot meet you then problem will come
i am sorry for thats my weak point, will you accept it?
i remember i said before
the 1st step of love is accepting everything that she/he have and not to expect from she/him~
hope you could understand.

=')

朋友问我,为什么我最近那么emo,搞笑的chelsea呢?
我说:我也不知道
我最近真的很不开心,朋友都看得出
怎么了我
朋友们,不要在问我为什么了,怎么了
我真的不知道

最近时间安排得很好,星期一到五读书,星期六日都做工
很好~^^

朋友约我4月,考试过后去langkawi
我的最爱,当然去了
其实我很想跟你去
妈妈说五月多可能去美国
我当然也去了

有话想说,但是说不出
有表情想表现出来,但是不能
有痛想哭出来,但是不能

5月很快到的, 很快的~
加油啦~


Thursday, March 3, 2011

Love quote

since i always log in to some quote page,
i found out some quote are very meaning and really touch my nerve
i love this quote so much~
let me show uguys some of it here

  • If a man really loves you, there's nothing like "Busy", it's all about "Priorities"
  • Sometimes I wish you to notice me
  • True love is when you shed a tear and still want him
  • When a GIRL says "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that
  • I'm not ignoring you, I'm waiting to see if you'll make an effort
  • It’s better to miss someone quietly, rather than let that person know and get no response
  • I am constantly pushing away boys who actually care because I’m in love, with one who doesn’t
  • GUYS: don't let your friends disrespect your girl
  • Sometimes, hug is one of the most important things you can say without speaking