2011

bye bye 2010
hello 2011
brand new year brand new life?
hmmm..hopefully i able to change somethings

honestly i love 2010 year alot
im 18 in 2010 the most best memory that i have is when NS
NS really change my life alot
i have new alot of friend and now they becoming part of my life that never been forget

and i get into college
a new environment and different kind of new friend
and i have learn alot of things from my college friend

and after graduate me and my secondary school friend does seldom meet or gather
cause study problem, we have separated
well
in my heart you guys are still my binyiu forever

i meet someone special in 2010 year
someone that i gave him my heart
hope he cherish it well and take care it
dear i have ur heart here and i will take care it very well
for the rest of the time we walk through
i love you
i sorry to make you unhappy for 2010
dunno wherther u view my blog or not
but just wanna tell you
2011 a new year for you and me
you are my 20 year old boy that 1 and only 1
hehe

i dunno whether i have be more mature or even more childish
but i started to think alot
no matter on relation or my future
make my mind kinda complicated, and 2010 i started to be "duo chou shan gan"

2010, i love you so much
u bring many things to me
but is time to say bye bye
i get things from you and i will update it to be better one on 2011

byebye problem, hope u be kind when i meet you this year
byebye trouble, hope u give me a hints to solve everything
byebye 2010

no 2010...is now 2011!!!

算了吧

my mind is complicated now
what am i thinking?
why life so complicated?
everything happen without a sound to notice
everything could not happen the way i wanted
the more i want the more i scare and worry
could it just follow me once?
im not really happy and not really sad either
just let it be?
i think i can do it so

exam is coming
**ignore ignore**

christmas eve

today is christmas eve!!!

early morning went to stupid TARC again for gym

today is our last class

and for christmas we have exchange present with other friend

and i got this ball

hahaha

will miss them and hope we will stay contact to each other yea

=D

at nite i had a nice dinner with my family

normal dinner dishes and BBQ

super duper FULL

after all

so im alone nao

and im at home nao

wanna hang out with him or friends

but end up he went with his friend

bad dear

><

luckily i still have my friend

silent night holy night

all is calm all is bright

冬至快乐^^

today is tong zhi
my class end on 12.30 so i went to lepak with ming
have a nice day with that cow
keep on laughing when we talk about our secondary school life
hahahahahahaha


the 1st things i do when im home is makan tang yuan!
my grandfather home made tang yuan
**nice**
after that tang yuan, i went to my popo house to have tang yuan again
OMG~
today my dinner is full of tang yuan
im actually not fancy to tang yuan, but this year i did ate alot
i think i ate around 10+ of it
@_@


someone at GK also doing tang yuan with his friend at his friend house
i can imagine that have 10+ boys doing tang yuan d funny faces
hahahahaha
and i miss that someone badly

christmas

woohoo

monday night

i was thinking what to do on christmas eve on this coming friday night

that day is my samsam birthday,

she request me to bring da bian back home so nonid buy present for her

...........................

haha

i have steamboat + BBQ dinner at my house

is like an open house for all my relative

to celebrate dong ji and christmas eve and my samsam Birthday

i sure is nice nice nice dinner partyyyyy

but after that i wanna hang out till midnight

i mean around 3am only back to home

but nobody willling to crazy with me

all got partner already =(

my dear dabian sure stay at home be zzz d

i think i syok sendiri at home better

sunway giza & battle ground

yesterday went to sunway giza with my dearest jimui

we go there is to see battle ground 2010

actually not much people there, in my thought there will be even more

but still ok

we have dinner then go and see the competition

their dance step and creativity are amazing

really beyond our expectation

everyone keep on repeating :wao wao wao wah wah wah...

soul krazy**the champion** was damn awesome

kinda admire to lady seven that purple hair girl

i saw my classmate kenny and cindy thr

and also chai meimei, she say her sis office at there so she come down 8 xia what happening

to chai meimei, u had improve alot, u start to speak out ad

not bad not bad =D

the decoration in sunway giza

my jie and my meimei

my jie and my laopo

cocu day

yeah

today went to cocu day

im from gym workout, today activity is run and power rope challenge

at 1st i thought im going thr to be viewers only

Lols

coz other group was very strong and very unity

they keep on cheering and i can see they are quite close to each other

i have participated in power rope challenge

in the 1st game, we KALAH

i thought we already eliminated

but actually we still have to challenge with other group

after all

WE WON~~~!! hahahahaha...

never think before

i really enjoy today although i kena sun burn and my hand scratch abit

but is still FINE

soveniur from our coach =D

my prize for power rope challenge

hahaha...self take xia, after sun burn...@_@

exam

final exam is coming
school bar list have out
everyone not coming to school
tarc seem so quite nowadays
no more homework
no more tutorial question to be done
just left revision and discuss about past year paper
so now my school life is kinda relax
LOL
but have to concentrate on exam ady loooooooo

today class cancel, i went to school for cocu only
tomorrow cocu day is going on
and i have to go TARC again
out of 7 days i went to TARC for 6!
damn it
wish to skip class also
but feel abit sorry to myself
hahahahaha

final exam 06jan-17jan
after that
PARTYYYYY
wanna hang out 99 with my friend
no matter go where
i just dun1 wanna stay at home
looking forward to it

but beside burning money i have to find some fair job to earn money also
i miss 2 event already
kinda left out and i miss event job
=(

home

recently dunno why i like to add those show girl and some photo shooting model FB account
i have a new hobby
: viewing their beautiful photo
i enjoy to do that
envy them alot,
tall, skinny, natural and pretty
kinda admire them can snap out so perfect picha with full of feeling and beautiful scene

this semester i feel like nothing
i learn nothing, i do nothing, and time pass like nothing happen before
and now have 2 more weeks is m final


tomorrow my jimuiss plan to singk after my 12.30pm class
but transport problem we have to cancel d whole plan
aiz
stay at home barx tomorrow
be guai nui one day
=D

sleep

is 11pm now
feel kinda sleepy

yesterday i slept around 2am then woke on 10am

is not enough for me

but keep push myself, just dun feel like sleeping in this peak time
cuz normally in this time were all my friends are here to chit chat on fb/msn and bla bla bla
so i dun wanna miss anythings or any topic from them
haha
feel so silly


morning i went to have breakfast with my jimuis
i get to know that they have 2month+ holidays
OMG~
i only have 3weeks
damn god
so envy them...=(


now my only hope is get rid of study and final exam
then i have CNY waiting for me
my dear CNY, i looking forward to meet u soon
=D

saturday

yesterday went out with my jimuisss

consider as gathering also...LOL

meet my dear and meimei since they come KL for holiday

( i wan holiday also... )

we went to pavilion,times square,sg.wang and farenheit

oh yeah..i cut my hair...=D

let show my latest hair style here

look kinda old with those curl, haha~

me and my sis hair style almost the same

best man of the best mans

今天突然觉得我家里男人是世界上最好的男人
The best of the bests

我爸爸,
为了不要让我自己生病走路回家,放弃他的工作来载我
虽然口中没有说出口,他总知道我需要什么,都准备给我
明白为什么我突然那么生气,是因为太累,压力大
永远会原谅我虽然有时我说话语气有点重

我爷爷
知道昨晚我不够睡,今早5-6点起来弄东西给我吃(补充补充营养)
突然想吃french fries,他立刻说要去TS,MCD帮我买(当然,我阻止他去)
每次下大雨,都会打来问我有雨伞回家吗?

我觉得我真的很幸福有那么好的家人 尤其是你们俩
谢谢你们
<3

mummy

early in the morning on 6am
woke up, went to school with formal attire
done my presentation, i give myself 70/100
=D
consider not bad, although i am nervous
after that we lepak around the school since still so early
there is no cafe are open yet
but....
whole school though us like dinasour
@_@
everyone look at us like they never see human before
LOL, feel so embarrasing
about the show girl job that i work in mid valley
many photo posted on FB
many of my relative saw it
and they started to question me
asking me why am i wearing so little in the public
they strongly disagree
>.<
so so so so close minded
i dun like it!!!!
but i really feel so proud for my open minded mummy
she is the only one who tell me
:chel~i will support you as long as u always do the right things
never let people get advantages from u
feel so thankful i got this mummy
hahahahahaha~

boring~

good morning world...!!!

=D

woke up so early,
just for MCD breakfast...LOL~
nao i m doing nothing, was so boring
==

yesterday have a nice call with my dearest dabian

missing him badly
i miss my "dabian" so muchie~~~~~~~~<3

december

wow wow wow
finally i update my blog
hehe
kind of bz recently
many exam, assignment and presentation are going on
and final exam is coming soon
who caressss
i am still so steady with my 2 days holiday [weekend]
my sis having school holiday
makes me feel so lazy to go college
family is planning some family trip by end of this month
too bad
i could not join
by the time my holiday start, their school days start, LOL~~~~
nvm nvm, i enjoy my holiday with my binyiu, jimui and my dearest
hiak hiak hiak
looking forward to holiday
buuuuu for final exam...!!!

永远爱你

看到你失望...真的会伤心...
虽然你似乎没什么...
但是你的语气...我听的出...
我说错了话....自己也不知道为什么会酱说...
(总有种念头,你找东西给我做,就是要我忙,不要去烦你)
虽然知道你没有酱想过...
是之前有试过酱的事情发生...
才会有酱的念头...
对不起

知道现在说对不起也没有用...
因为事情都已经发生了...
我希望我们能象以前酱直到永远...
我要告诉你
我珍惜你
我爱你<3

学

study is to master urself in a certain strenght for your future life...
昨天,有presentation...DRAMA presentation...
这科是那么多科目里最难的一科...
而且,这次....我的组员都很强...
我知道我自己的程度...不是好...
所以我需要加倍努力....
我们的做事方式都是最后一分钟才来赶...
可是我前一天就开始做了...
虽然不算早...可是我真的准备很多...
但是...
我还是达不到老师要的要求....
虽然老师不只是骂我...其他组员也是被骂99....
但是自己觉得自己很没有用...
原来我真的不是读书的料...
我以为努力真的能改变一切...
我尽力了...但成果还是如此一般...
为了这次的presentation...
我真的做了很多东西...很累...很Stress....
想退学的念头第一次出现....
可是我一定不会....!!!
我一定会继续努力...
虽然没有很好...但是至少我尽力...
我对得起自己就好了...

今天,赖的家进贼...@_@
是那么的恐怖...窗口,门口全都开了...
全部电脑被偷了...但是赖的竟然还在...
虽然是好事...但我真的觉得很奇怪....到底为什么???

梦

昨天晚上..我发了个恶梦...
你,竟然出现在我的梦里...
很恐怖..很怕...很真...
奇怪的是...
我们竟然是朋友/姐妹...一起去某个地方去旅行...
我们架车去...
可是竟然,你坐前面...我坐后面...整程,你都是安静的微笑...
可是他就是一直用电话和你拍照...
而且,你们的电话是情侣电话...
那段路真的过得很辛苦....
很伤心,很痛苦...

醒来后,觉得好奇怪哦...
虽然我没有看过你..
可是每当听到你的名字..我的信心真的会跌99...
你很厉害...你是第一个让我信心跌那么多的...



(以上纯粹想要找个地方要发泄下)

忙

最近几天真的很忙,一直在赶我亲爱的assignment
从星期一开始到今天我每天平均只睡3-4小时,可能对别人说是够的.
可是我要冬眠~是不够的 ><
星期一睡了3个小时..去学校累死.
然后还要被sai去the curve去做明星访问
访问是在7点. 我从2点等到8点,他迟到了

==

访问过后,我还要一个人回家
那段路真的很辛苦. 很累,很暗,有点怕..还有很多assignment等着我回家
心想,有车的就不去~就是要我们去去..pekcek的咯!!!

感觉上我好象很久没有见我的朋友了..虽然每天在学校还是有碰到
binyiu,我好象很久没有看到你们了叻..很久没有大笑了,呵呵

my day

我的18岁生日...过得非常精彩...

以为是普通的过..

但是我收到无限的惊喜和开心...

从3/11号起...

我的亲爱的就给了我一个惊喜...我真的很开心...

你做的一切我都懂...我都收到...是感动的~

我真的爱你

晚上和姐妹去喝个茶..虽然也没有什么惊喜/特别之类的...

我很开心...因为我们就是很单纯的坐着聊天..大笑...

那种感觉是最自然的开心/高兴/兴奋...我珍惜你们...

星期四晚上,上去云顶..去safari...第一次给了你们..

是兴奋于享受的..当时的我...你们都吓到了吧?呵呵...

星期五跟家人去吃晚餐...是丰富的...^^

星期六和我的binyiu去疯狂雪拼...

累但非常开心...

跟你们在一起,我没有不会大笑...

虽然是在TS,但我还是想大笑...

哈哈哈哈

<3<3<3

BZ week

currently chelsea chan ji yan is in CC...LOL
just finish doing my draft for presentation....
today is monday...damn hate it monday...!!!
so many things happen in this week...
started to feel that my college life are really really really stress....argggg
monday,prepare for presentation for tmr...and have some arguement with group member...
this really stretching me....!!!dunno how to communicate with them...
sob sob
tomorrow..prepare for the next day individual presentaion..
english presentation...on my day...thought i can go home early on 12.30 to enjoy my day..
but i have to replace my cocu after that at 2pm...damn
my day ruined...!!!
after that prepare for the next day to go genting...=D
maybe that the oni day i anticipating for my 18....hahahaha~~~~


this week gonna be a very very very BZ week..........
but i like BZZZZZZZ....=)

生病

最近天气不好,很热...
生病了...咳嗽,伤风,头痛,发热气,整身痛...一次过来...
痛苦...T^T
只会说take care,喝多点水,不要病到...下个星期还要做assignment...谢谢你们的安慰...
可是谁来陪下我?没有人...
连家人也是一样..
我没有病倒..可是就是要人关心/照顾下我...
都没有...
uguys dun even care about me...wherther i m sick or not...
下个星期是个很忙的星期...
生病不是我的理由...所以我要照常的去学校...
去做assignment...
自己加油吧...

Just the way you are ❤

Oh his eyes, his eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
His hair, his hair
is nice and natural without styling

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause boy you're amazing
Just the way you are

His hand, his hand
I just wish to hold it every moment and every second
His laugh, his laugh
Is so cute although is annoying

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause boy you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Boy you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause boy you're amazing
Just the way you are ❤

GYM

today is my 1st day to attend college cocu...
i join GYM...wow...1st time ever workout in GYM...
today coach brief us about d equipment in d GYM room....
many of it are so interesting...i can"t wait to try it...and work on it..
coz i wanna be fit and slim...LOL
because of cocu..i skipped my lecture...><
and went breakfast with my gang...
but never mind..even though if i attend lecture..i won pay attention in lecture d...hehe...
after GYM..i went to my friend house to spend my boring break time ==
feel so nice as the condo are very windy and very clean...
feel like moving out to outside since my house are very far from my college...><
but i think i won move out...!!

ytd went to celebrate cat bday...
so enjoy and happy to hang out with my gang....
non stop laughing...muahahaha...
btw,i spend alot...!!! T_T
my wallet left no money.....RM 0.00...@@
teribble........!!!!!!!!
aiz.......
dun wan spend anymore till i get some income........><

自我反省

开学咯..
最近生活都不错..很开心..
started my school life..而且是college life..
就是上课发梦..等放学..放学去吃喝玩乐..浪费钱和时间..>.<
我真的很颓废!!!!!
开学..睡眠又不够了咯..每天class都是8AM..
身心疲倦..XD
但我喜欢!

可是我每晚还是睡不着...
可能是自己习惯睡觉之前要思想下(自我反省)..哈哈~~~
前几天的某一天..
整个人超级emo的..@_@
10.30++就在床了..
可是2点多才睡..
什么都想...其实感觉真的很好...
因为真的会把自己的不好..彻彻底底的反省..
很舒服..
我想了想了..
发现原来自己真的很不好..
我只能说...想~~~~感觉非常的爽....
哈哈哈哈哈~~~~~
Sot joR~~~~~~~~~

EMO EMO...hahahaha~~~

总是这样...我真的不喜欢...

我真的觉得开心就好...

我看到你们开心...我就很开心了...

这是真的...我不希望难得出来大家脸臭臭...

那我宁愿不要出...

我没有在讲谁....

只是突然感觉来而已...><

生日快到了...

据我所知,过了那么多个朋友的18岁生日....

还没有生日之前....

总是发生很多不开心的东西....

所以....

我不知道要期待好还是不要期待...

我不要我的希望变成失望...

其实....

我们可以单单纯纯的大笑吗????

我不要每天去猜你们的心在想什么...

很累诶....><

我要,我想,我能

还有两天我就要开学了...
开始有点期待...因为可以看到我38的朋友~~呵呵...
在家实在是太闲了..

前几个礼拜有去做工...
一个人在陌生的地方静下来的时候...
想了很多东西...
发现了自己的很多的缺点....
有很多方面真的很不好...
所以....
我决定我要改变!
我要变变变变变....
可是不知道要怎样变...
我要有新的形象...新的态度...

最近真的没有钱...很穷...
每次说到这个话题..一定没有信我的啦...
因为我每天都说没有钱..呵呵~
可是这次真的不能了...
开学我一定要剩得就剩...
不然我真的不是要怎样过活....aiz~

开心^^

我的假期....

我非常享受....^^

我去了:mentakab(pahang), genting X 2, PD, malacca!!!

我真的很开心...

虽然我真的很累...

很想睡觉可是我宁愿和你们疯狂...

mentakab:我很开心认识到那么多新朋友....^^

genting:和朋友,第一次在starbucks呆到3am...很累...但很开心!!!

还有PD:让我和我的姐妹疯疯狂狂的吃吃吃,玩玩玩....

最后马六甲!!!

我真的很开心...没有闷的感觉...

non-Stop laughing...哈哈哈哈~~~

我要有第二次!!!

我要和你们去旅行!

很好玩...很享受!!

还有...我真的很开心有我的sozai k....<3

又一次

很多次了....真的很多次了....

每次我已经确定了...你却来ka ka cau cau....

一句不可以.....

我就不用去了~~~~

我每次只能听你的......

现在我真的很很很很很很生气........

我能做什么?????????

啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

明天又出去了~~~~~~^^

从冲下自己的热气..

收拾心情.....(^_^)

明天去旅行~~~~~~~

哈哈哈哈哈～

猜不透

猜不透
你是好时坏的沈默
我也不想去追问太多
无法感受每次触摸 是真的 是热的

如果忽冷忽热的温柔
是你的藉口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透❤

holiday~~

finally.....

my holidays come..hahha~~

happy!!!!!

i got many plan to do...

1st work

2nd holiday

3rd my car license

although i had work on a fair..

but i could not get the money so soon...

aiz...

no income, how to go holiday and done my car license leh?

this show that money seriously is everything...>.<

currently location is in pahang mentakab, tomorrow going back to KL

then pack again and strait to genting at the same day

the next day coming back to KL have a dinner with my X colleague..

wow...

peak peak peak~~~~~

but i like it...

cause I HATE BORING!!!!!!!!

i rather push all my plan together instead of staying at house FA MEI!!!

haha~~~

❤You hold the key to my heart❤

❤

Words are spinning in my head
Don't know why I'm holding back
I should just tell you how I'm feeling

But I don't wanna act a fool
Don't wanna look confused
If I let you know about the way I feel
Don't know what you gonna do
So I keep it locked inside
And imagine you were mine
And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far
You hold the key to my heart

But if I never tell you then you'll never know
And the secret is getting heavy to hold
This is more than just a crush
So I may stutter when I speak
And my knees may get a little weak
But I've got nothing to lose and only you to gain
Tell me do you feel the same

You hold the key to my heart

我要的假期!!!!!!!!!!!!!

哈哈...很久没有update blog 一下哦....
我最近在考试....1st semester的final exam...
暂时还是很不错的说．．．
还有３张纸．．．明天英文．．．所以来update下我的的blog．．．
　
考完试过后我就有１个月的假期咯！！！！
哈哈哈哈哈～～～～
来来来．．．．
给我讲下我一直想要的假期．．．．

我要~~~~~(自己幻想啊!!!)
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７早８早，朋友架着车在我家楼下等我．．．
我们去吃早餐．．．可是在城外的一些无名小店．．．
少人．．．但很凉的．．．．＾＿＾
到目的．．．去check in...
然后就出现一个永远都是黄昏的沙滩!!!!!
哈哈~~玩啊玩啊玩啊~~~都没有太阳!!!!!
晚上,在海边吃bbq....我们自己烧~
做在海边聊天...聊天光....

啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~@@
只要一天我就很满足了!!!!

classsssssssss

haha....dunno want to write what title for this post....
today i went to college for no reason!!!
all class cancel and we also bai wu long....>.<
so damn piss off....

but never mind...coz i went to wangsa walk with my friend for a movie...
we watch salt...WOW
angelina jolie was damn cool!!!
love it!!

this week is the last week for final...@__@
but i am still lai lai han lo...
just collect all the notes....
dunno where to start and also
i never have mood for study....^.^V
hahahaha~~~

I LOVE PC FAIR

friday to sunday
-pc fair part time job...
wake up at 8am...sleep at 12am...
stand for more than 10++ per day...
very tired and stress...
but when last day i have used to it...
when last hour last call...
suddenly feel very she bu de...wakakakka~
this make me feel like going to work PC fair again....XD
at least i gain much experience on promoting and on IT...
many of my colleague teach me many thing and help me oso...
they make me feel that working at PC fair i can noe many friend
and have a lot of fun!
have to thank them alot...^^
gt fate we work together again barhx.....

after sunday...
i still have to wake on 6AM on monday for class..T^T
damn tired d....but at last i skip one of my class and went back early due too tired and feel like pengsan while walking...LOL~

although i got my salary ady...
but is still not enough...
i need much much more!!!!T^T

认真

最近都很stress...昨天,姐妹们有点问题....大家都很不开心....
幸好我们tan台说清楚了.....^.^V

明天是老婆的生日哦.....18岁了...呵呵...
要跟他一起庆祝哦....期待ing...><

因为很stress...我就neglected我的学业...
很多东西都跟不上...甚至我还skip class哦....
很够力咯....
而且就快要FINAL了...还有2个星期....@_@

我对自己说....
PC FAIR后...
我要认真的读书了...
我要认真的上课....
我要认真的想为什么我要读学院...
我要认真的为自己的未来想想...
不要在玩玩了!!!!

还有
我要认真的想我的钱到底飞去了哪里?
我要认真的想清楚每当我从我钱包里拿出钱来花...

我还要认真的找"你"...
希望总有一天我会找到我在等的"你"....

PC fair

what a beautiful boring day.....
just for today maybe..after today i won be so free....
so i should enjoy it....=)
now i am in my english class...my tutor allow us to online...
what a nice day....

yesterday i went to PC fair traning....my first PC fair promoter job is starting on next friday....
kind of nervous and pressure..
because there are many experience workers....some of them are even from IT course....
for sure they know about computer very well...
i have to memorize the products and remember on the close sales...@@
at first feel like not going on next friday...but no choice...
i need money desperately!!!!!!><
hope i can hit target and get commission as much as i can...

busy

wow....time pass so damn fast...
so fast friday is coming again...
and my final coming also.....@@
very nervous and scare...cause i haven started to read anything...
i am lazy lah~~~~~~
give me a break!!!!!!!!!
i want holiday~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~T.T
i want sit besides beach and chit chat with friend...
i want go genting theme park play with friend....
i want go sunway lagoon play the whole wet park with my friend...
I WANT HOLIDAY.........

yesterday thursday...is my BAD LUCK day....
very long story...no mood to talk about it...
cause i forgotten....LOL
is good to forget those unhappy things right????
ahahaha.....

this week quite busy d...
just 1 assignment have to submit on next monday...
2 presentation on today and next monday.....@@
the group assignment just make me feel so stress...
i dunno how to say out...just hope this end faster.....
and my holiday come faster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday!!!!!!!!!!

yeah!!!!!!!!
tmr is friday again....my favourite day in the week...for no reason....
hahahah~
tmr i am going to see DESPICABLE ME....with my B1 classmate
according to my classmate...this movie sound like hilarious and the cartoon was damn cute...
so kind of excited for tmr....

yesterday done my GAMESHOW presentation....
very disappointed with the marks that given....T.T
now just can put hope on my proposal...hope can push up my course work marks...><

this week is bao week...coz i ate bao for the hole week....
due to some1 birthday...some1 that very special in my life...hahahah~~
my dear LAIMA!!!!!!!!!!muacks...
but nevermind as she happy jiu hao~
yesterday chai meimei told me that kae ady come out...
wow...is a very good news...finally he REBORN....XD
happy to know this news...^^

feel like going to yamcha on friday...hope my friend can on...
hope some1 volunteer be driver luh~~~~~><

懒

上个星期我做了很多东西...可是...这个星期又有很多东西等的我了啦!!!!
源源不绝,直到毕业为止......XD
我有IT mid-term exam, gameshow presentation, FINAL EXAM!!!!!
全部都好象倒酱倒进我的脑....>.<
presentation,assignment....这两个分配到我要死.....
我根本想开始做....很懒啊!!!!!!!!!!!
很烦啊!!!!!!!
最近总是很emo.....很喜欢想悲观的一面....
T.T
每天自己想想想想....想很多....


还有啊!!哪个死人劲啊~
痛到要死啊!!每天晚上才来痛...朋友说是风湿....@@
有点怕的说....我想去看看医生...可是我觉得我好象很夸张酱....
可是晚上真的很痛咯!!!!><

I LOVE YOU~INSTRUMENTAL GUY! =D

erm.....dunno what to write recently...
cause recently nothing special are happening on me..==
this week and last week i done many stuff...
my IT practical assignment...is a resume...quite easy d...^^
done my IT presentation...i got 8 marks/10...=(
actually i can get 9 marks...but tutor say my dressing is not formal..
so deduct 1 marks...=(
kind of disappointed...but i admit that i really did not dress formally....
aiz..what to do...just blame myself luh...
and also..i done my english role play~me and my buddy did a great job...=D

yesterday i went to college TT night...
quite interesting show....not regret to go...cause...
i started to love instrumental guy!!!!!!!
OMG~~they are damn cool and sexy when they are playing the instrument...><
so damn damn handsome!!!!

my dear classmate~

recently there are some problem between me and all my classmate....
all want to change class and so moody when in class....
well,this kind of altitude does makes me very very moody....
i dont know what i can say...
to my classmate:
i din not say i wanted to change class or hate the class...
i just very moody and dissapointed at that moment.....
so maybe because of this i wrote something wrong on my facebook...
and make you guys misunderstood....
i am sorry~
but i really wanted to say that
i hope we can be more faithful and truthful..
so there are no bad words behind of each other....

I REALLY HOPE THERE IS NO MORE CHANGING CLASS COMPLAIN LUH~~~~
I WANT B1 BE THE BIG FAMILY.....

星期日

又来一个星期日了...
上几个星期电话都没有响过..T T
伤心咯~~~~~~~~~
本来预了的..电话不会响...怎知道有响呢...哈哈~~~~~
是牛和Amoi来找我....感觉不错的说...呵呵....
之从开学后....大多数的星期六和日都是在做assignment的..
咳~怎样做怎样做都是做不完的!!!!

昨天和牛和猫去shopping!!!
哈哈....感觉上好象买了很多...可是会来看看其实不会很多拉...
可是现在破产了....可是没有关系拉...
开心就好....
吃面包几个星期咯...

下个星期要考试了...我还没有开始读书....
我这种人...都是last minute kaki的啦....
现在读,明天就不记得咯...

(><)

前两个星期才刚刚submit了两个assignment...
WOW!!!
可是老师band掉我做的东西...要从头做过...@@
幸好他有良心,给我足够的时间...

今天又去唱K了...
说到这个我火都来...
你们竟然可以丢我一个在那边...WALAO!!!
我接受不到咯!!!!><
那时候真的很生气!!!!
><

现在我才知道原来有人在看我的blog的...
呵呵..有点压力的说...
可是竟然投诉我....==
不要来这里看咯..讲酱多...

Pulau ketam

well...
today gt a short break to pulau ketam with my family..
hmmm...tat pulau is full of seafood as everyone know"s...
we when there to just having our lunch+hi-tea thr...
we having a bunch of seafood..
such as crabs,prawn,lala and bla bla bla...
after tat we went back to kl and go TS for bowling..@@
this because my mummy kena represent her company to a bowling competition...
wow...
for sure she wil lost d...XD
hahaha~~

just come back from d 1 day trip and tmr hav to start on my assignment..><
monday hav to submit...OMG!!!!!

recently all my friends were very worry about nigel chan..
aiz..kesian d friend...get well soon...juz cn pray here for u...

and also..have to share something here...
recently i found out a person...
treat me very LC in fb...
what a short comment she/he gave me!!!
feel like blocking her/him...
but i cn"t...coz she/he is my friend"s friend....
LC!!!
gt lost!!!!

SHOPPING!!!!!

Thursday just submit my HE assignment....
whaaha~~~today 1st time skipping class with cow...
but unfortunatly teacher sick...so no tutor today...
but i cannot leave cow 1 person d ma....
see...
cow...i so gud ey....XD
today english class is presenting our drama...
haha~~
i m acting as a pizza girl...><
damn funny d...and fun oso...
i tin today english class is d most fun and exciting class among all english class...

last week and this week....
i wanted go shopping with my binyiu!!!
but we never gt it...><
and also no other want to shop with me....
sad case~~~~~~~~
i want to buy a new shoes cause my shoes spoil ady...
aiz...what to do...TARC so big...have to walk everyday....

assignment

start from this week....
i will start to work on my assignment..as i don wish to fail and resit...
this thursday i have to submit my HE assignment...
so i try to push myself to work on it...



but i found out....
this is not easy...cause i don noe how to do...
maybe is me too depending on somebody...

i realise i could nt done it because....
no1 tell me about d format
how can i type out?
no1 give me idea just waiting for me to ask or tell
how can me myself think all???
no1 tell me about d marking skill
how can i score well?

arggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

my group mate...
uguys should help me think about the arrangement....
don just depend me on what should we all do...
cause me myself oso nt very pandai on arranging duty and bla bla bla~~~
i admit that i m not a good leader...
so i think we should work on together.....
PLS~
i dunwan to fail my assignment!!!!!!!!

累

最近放假,爸爸妈妈都在家...所以很多famliy outing~
每次会到家就赶!赶!赶!!!冲凉,吃饭,就出去了...
所以最近都很累...

前天和牛去唱K...两个人唱哦..哈哈..
很爽..而且真的唱完我们要唱的歌...
唱到7点,很家人去sri petaling的pasar malam...
情侣一对对的哦!!><

昨天我们B1的jane 19岁生日...
我们的class rap和stephy,kenny,carmen,jovie去了买蛋糕庆祝...
SECRET RECIPE的chocolate indulgen哦...
虽然是溶了...可是还是很好吃!!!!;p

今天算是最轻松的一天了..
还是有时间写blog呢...^^

WEEKENS~

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~
another weekend...another 2 boring day...
everyone of my friend..so excited when holiday coming...
but for me just another 2 normal day that i can sleep more...
holiday for me is nothing...
cause most of my friend did not like to go out as they prefer staying at home..
enjoy their only 2 holidays...
haiz..me terpaksa follow my family programs lo..
><
what to do no people date me out...XD

school holiday started..
students can go for parttime job or even go a trip with family or friends...
but us got study everyday...
actually not a bad thing for me...
at least i can chit chat with friends...

haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
what to say???
i just can say
I HATE WEEKENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that"s nothing else i can say...eh~eh~~~

hmmm...
long time din update my blog..coz dunno wan to post wat...
my life seems d same recently...college,on9,sleep~
repeat repeat and repeat..
everyday come back by bus...so damn hate tat stupid bus hon!!!
omg...damn noisy..

most of my friend where busyING on their assignment..
but i seem so relax..and din even do any homework or revision...
hmmmm...
feel abit guilty geh..coz i even dunno wan to do wat..XD

our class time table were diff between cat,cow and snow white...
today is hubungan etnik lecture...
most boring lecture among all...
so we less meet each other ady...
but lucky we stil sit together in lecture classes...

today cow skip lecture..so bad lo..
we all sit there like dumb and do nothing...

cow a~nex time skip lecture call mai us ma....XD

school holidys started...my family planned to have a trip..
but i cannot go..aiz..hope they dun leave me alone at hum...
so boring d lo...><

time table

finally my 1st sem time.table is completed...
my last subject..media electronic..
set on wednesday 3-5pm..
OMG~~d only day that i can go back early..
but now cannot ady!!!!!!!

finally i saw some lengzai^^

today as usual i went to tarc alone...
when i m on d metro bus...i saw a lengzai...
hahaha~~he stand beside me all d way to tarc...
he loook so cute~~~~
then when in tarc while i m calling cow...
i meet him again..he smile with me a~~~~~
after that i went to my class for "hubungan etnik"
tat malay teacher showing his slide show and just read out...
damn boring...


after that class..
me and my classmate went to TBR to have our so call breakfast + lunch...
while eating..i saw a lengzai oso...
this lengzai kind of my type..he s cute and fair...
(laima:he looks like huang leh)

so happy~
today me and my classmate getting more more closer than last time...
this makes me feel comfort during class..

最近

今天就如常的...去上学...可是今天和我的binyiu一起上..所以没有什么闷...
最近和我的同班同学开始熟了...呵呵...其实他们也没有我想象中的那么安静啦...
我和他们都很好聊一下哦....感觉很开心哦...希望我们以后会更加熟~~~

今天去了KLCC买了蛮多东西的...今天后要开始节省点咯...
不然真的破产了...@@

最近星期一到四都一点累..因为每天都6点起身!!!
很累啊!还要去上课...
可是一到星期六和日就常常失眠了...很惨啊~
而且星期六和日都在家...很闷咯...

quiet classmate!

today i finally know who is my classmate...
sorry to say..they are too damn quiet for me...
and all of them speaking english...
honestly..my english is not that good..
so i feel kind of pressure when talking to them..
but no choice..i have to talk to them..
if not i wont have friends in my class...
actually i feel like change class to another class..
my classmate are too quiet and serious...
nobody joking around and bising geh~~~~
i am d person who like to bising and 38 geh~
how to survive in those boring class!!!
ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and also..i gt a F***king time table..
everyday have to go to school..
other college only study 3-4 days...
like honeymoon life...
but my college life like secondary school life...
SUCKS!!!!!

start to hate my school life!
and i wan to change class!!!!!!!!!

tarc alot of lenglui~

today TARC story again...i saw so many lenglui...
haha...go tarc see lenglui but nt lengzai...
so zi bei lo..when i saw them...
so fair,tall and cute/lenglui....
boys who study in tarc must very song d lo...

hmmm...talk about myself..
recently my temper was so bad!!!
dunno y..feel like scolding someone...
OMG!!sorry if i fuyan u guys when chating with you guys..
cause i scare i will BOOM out sumting when chating with you guys...
but please don abondon me alone...continue chat with me please...
i hate boring and lonely life...
and oso...
i always hungry leh..although i ate...
24 hours a!!!what should i do...
haiz...
soon..i will become fatty jiyan!!!
T T
xei mou???

down

today just gt my college time table...
damn it!!!
everyday also gt class a!!!monday to friday!!
somemore most of d day oso 8am hav to be thr...
arggggggggggggggggggggggggg~~
have to go there alone..cause my time table are different with my friend....
sad!!!!!
i scare because of this our friendship wil be effected...


hmmmm~
feel so down nw...my fren make me so down..
i m standing in d middle!!
ALWAYS!
dun wish to tel out wat i m feeling nw..
i hope sum1 cn feel it without me telling anytin to her/him~
haiz...so sad...ntg to say...juz feel so down...
T T

12/13/5

昨天在家...没有东西做...
就打算约我的老婆和家姐出来走走的..
可是家姐不能...什么原因...我就不知道咯...
所以最后变成老婆,amoi,情人和他们的朋友出来...
我们去TS(我第二个家)...去那边唱K...
刚刚开始时候非常尴尬!!!!非常冷场!!!!
我根本不知道要讲什么!!OMG!!!
过后幸好有人来圆场...那就是LALA和木瓜...
呵呵..还有啊mun找到了他的歌友...^^


今天...
去了学院...去听课...
本来还有下半场的...可是牛不要听...他要回家看羽球...
可是那堂课不听我又怕我们miss掉什么...
可是随便啦...



矛盾!无助!能谁来了解我???

TARC~

ytd monday~
my 1st day in tarc...is a orientation day..
1st event:mass.call...whr all d freshmen are gathered in a big hall..
and sum briefing for us...total of 2000 student of school of social science and humanities were gathered...
1st 3 hours is like assembly...so damn boring...
after tat d senior bring us walk around d campus...
damn hot and d campus damn big!!!
gosh!!hot,tired and hungry!!!

today
hav a childish game wif senior..
kind of fun aldou is childish...^^
i like d senior coz they are so frenly..tot they wil very LC and show off d...
hehe~~~my tot totally changed after i meet them today...

hmmm..this 2 day i using d same transport go and back..
total coz me 20 sumting...
damn expensive d..
feel so tired when using d transport...
but i like TARC so much!!!!
^^

hmmmm

happy mother day everyone~~~got kiss ur mum at least once today??
hahaha..i din..coz i love my mum from my heart...
i m person tat 口硬心软的~^^
but nvm...i tin my mum will noe i love her sooooo much...

lets talk about yesterday..^^
i went to sg.wang~and bought a new phone ytd...
samsung star....^^

ytd chat wif qingren,amoi,meimei and lala~
we hav a funny chat room~
we chat until 3am sumting...
OMG~
coz today onward they will move to KL...
muz miss home very much hor....^^

hmmm...
tomorow i gonna start my college life...
kind of nervous d....and oso excited..
hope everything go safe and sound...
hav to control my LC face tomoro
^^
keep smiling 24 hour....
^~^

sdn.bhd/copyright!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~
today went out with my binyiu...we meet at 12pm...
so~
before i go out...i on9 for awhile to check on my FACEBOOK
then...when i m on9
my fren tell me gt a islam chelsea???
O.O
actually is a stupid malay use my photo and impersonating me...
she/he i m nt sure...but i oni noe..
she is using my picture...
#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&&^%$#@#$%^&
SO angry when i go and view her/his profile....
summore she/him...using my name to..
MUHAMAD CHELSEA AFZAL!!!!!
i m so angry nw!!!!!!!
wat cn i do??????
i reported her/him....
but FACEBOOK does take any action on it...
OMG!!!!!!!!!!

arhgggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i damn like tis~~~is all about me...totally say out my altitude..

天蝎座像梅杜莎，与生俱来的敏锐和洞察力，让天蝎座拥有聪颖的天资。他们知道自己的优势在哪里，宛如梅杜莎知道自己的优点。聪明的天蝎座比一般人容易抓出事情的核心，但理解不代表会复制学习，天蝎座被动丶信心不足，遇到事情常会评估再三，容易裹足不前，错失良机。而且，不论天蝎座再怎麽聪明丶综观全局，他仍会在爱情上做自残似的妥协。以为自己的让步或装聋作哑能够获得情人...的回头与至爱，但往往适得其反！ 天蝎座像梅杜莎，慢热的他们常会在不熟的人面前摆出酷样，话少丶冷漠地观察陌生的环境，常让第一次接触天蝎座的人觉得他们不好相处。有些天蝎则会因为不安，拼命拿出绝活搞笑，生怕气氛冷掉。但其实这种故意扮谐星的天蝎座，私下根本不是这麽回事，甚至是很悲观丶没自信的。反倒是一开始摆酷的天蝎座，个性还比较天真一点。 天蝎座像梅杜莎，容易不小心就伤害到最爱的人。天蝎座对於越熟的人，越会口不择言。就算爱，他也会言不由衷，不小心就吐出带有毒液的话语。那些带刺的话，不是让听得人尴尬石化，就是把气氛搞得很僵。但其实他们是标准的刀子嘴豆腐心，面对真得很恨的人，他才懒得花力气骂他。如果天蝎座常惹你生气，甚至让你觉得有点白目，相信我，那是因为他很信任你，才会在你面前流露出他孩子气的一面。

WTH~

every saturday and sunday is my hell days...
cause my mum and dad was at home...
so hate them recently..
every time we start to talk we will argue..
y they so so so so so like to argue with me??
i talk politely wif them...then~i gt scolded...
damn it!!!!!
i planed to buy a phone since 1st of april...
so tis saturday i m going to buy...
but my money was with my mum...she promise she will give me when i need it...
but nw!!!
she say she have no money..
WTF...
she use off all my money..and my daddy scold me..
ask me y m i so rush to buy a phone..
excuse me~~~~
i planed since 1st april till nw...
whr gt rush???
NOW all treat me like transparent...
ignore me when i m talking to them....
SHIT!!!!!!I HATE MY PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!