爱情让了累了?

近期,身边的朋友都为爱而烦

她和他结束了,
他狠心(cruel!)的一话, 说累了, 让她痛的要死
其实是对的, 不然很爱他的她, 怎么会死心呢?
立刻收到了电话,  哭泣的声音, 根本听不到她要说什么
我心想 : 再次见证了, 女人, 原来真的可以为个男人爱得要生要死
他们两个, 个性很不配, 两个都脾气爆遭,
但是 他们俩都各顶了大家两年多
就这样, 他不在出现在她的生活里, 生活的每一点, 每一滴 都不再分享
曾经, 她的所有依靠, 如今她的陌生人.
爱情真恐怖

另外个故事
他们也分手了, 单单因为一位女生的出现
见过一面, 就喜欢上了, 犯贱? 我可以这样称呼他吗?
还是说 那位女的发巧呢?
其实都不能怪别人, 只能说, 爱不够成熟

我没有站外, 因为我也是这样的女人,
我也是会有哭到心痛的时候, 也是爱一个人爱得要生要死
所以我知道, 我们不是笨, 只是太爱了
我们把他们当做是个全世界的依靠
一切都是因为爱

我不是男生, 我不知道, 可能男人也会有心痛到死的感觉
或许会偷偷哭的很惨, 我不知道,
这世界上, 没有一个人是什么都知道的, 有些东西不要知道跟好

不要想那么多? 都是骗自己的
因为我们太在乎了

TO MAKE LOVE COMPLETE, 

IT NEED BOTH OF US

=)

Christmas 2011

Is another Christmas of the year 2011

I LOVE Christmas and CNY

I love Christmas songs more than others festive song 

although people always say there"s nothing to celebrate for Christmas

but the mood is still there, shopping center playing Christmas song, and Santa claus with Santa rina walking everywhere in the mall

This year, i did not snap alot of Christmas tree, im kinda busy working, schools, and so on

Last year, i snap quite alot and my baby also help too as he went to SG the environment there were superb also!

the Christmas tree so leng leh!

anyway, this year i think we also never celebrate because we having exam soon! 

on 28dec2011 aiyooo

i swear! i will celebrate some day in future!!! >.< 

I WANT!

Let see this video! is sooooo nice!

the favourite twin singer from australia

they always sings with their awesome angel voice and one guitar on hand

that all but the melody are still beautiful

now 18 Dec, 10 more days is my exam day

gonna start preparing 

gather notes and try to change my mood as now my mood swings on Christmas and CNY

hahaha

end with a #bigheadmaker pic 

bye peeps! ❤ 

what m i thinking?

怎么晚上的我,很emo,但是白天的我就不会那么emo
世上没有完美的人,我试着做最好的人,最好的情人,最好的朋友,最好的女儿
或许,全部东西就是应该要有点不好才是最好的

有时侯,我们会吵架,虽然最近我们都经常不开心,
但是,我无法否认,只要有你在的地方,我都会很开心
真的.
你真的会让我笑起来,无论是做什么
I always love you


可能就是新的一天,新的心情
现在大家都在等圣诞节,过年
走在街上,圣诞歌(我最爱), 过年歌(最有气氛的)

哎呀呀! 怎么这次的festival我更加有mood的?
我要考试了,不可以在有圣诞节,过年mood了..

ME

I try to make it better,
I try to tell out all my feelings,
I realize that the somehow, the more i said, the more it worst
I never thought you would think like that,
I thought you would understand and we will "继续顶大家"

but everything end up so sucks.

I am the one that always think too much,
and i do not know how not to think too much.
people choose not to care, but i cant. sorry
i care alot
imma sensitive person, every single things i do care alot!

everynight thinking, do I am a good lover? good friend? good daughter? good sister?
I never feel tired because that what i care alot and i love

MAMA 2011

I know im abit too late to post this, yesterday night i just done with all the MAMA 2011 performance video

due to last few days of busy working, assignment and shopping

after i watched all of the performances videos, i feel that those who went to the live will never regret

i bet the music and echo sure very very very good!

i wish i could be there too

the musics that they remix are just sooooo amazing!

BEAST, 4MINUTE, 2NE1, SNSD, and SJ

Last time, i used to be a crazy fan on Kpop, now not that crazy but still got follow their news

The FAV performances is 2NE1
start from 3.22

imma jerk

yeah, im emo now

in this recent? or just these two days?

i think is menstrual problem

the same problem i faced and same things happen normally, i would not be so sad

but now i feel down to the max until i break down

why? i dunno 

people say menstrual will make a girl feel depress. i think

i feel everything are just so not good and everything are so sad

my friends, my classmate, my assignment and my love, everyone around me make me feel so sad

i dunno why, people try to "tam" me or want me to share out my thinking

but actually

i dunno what do i really want, i want it badly, but i insist to say no, and act like i really do not need

im such a jerk! 

what i want i reject, and do something that hurts myself

am i crazy or? 

i dunno, im so sad now

once awhile i will be very emo like now, i also dunno why.

qad, i know u know all these days i suddenly dun wanna talk, suddenly angry towards u
i also dunno why

希望你能了解/知道.

我现在很不开心,你知道吗?

我知道我很难顶,但是,你也是有难顶的时候.我希望我们能大家顶着下去

tired of make up

friday saturday sunday and monday and the few days before
i make up non stop because some interviews for jobs and work
there is no girls that hate make up, but there girls who lazy to make up like me
when i put on make up, i have those feelings, that my skin were suffering
but i need to work, i need some pocket money to shop for CNY
every CNY is my change style season, or should say is changing all my clothes
as i seldom shops i used to spent all my money on food!

last friday to sunday, maybe you all do know there are two event happening in KL
which is PIKOM PC FAIR and 2011 GAME SHOW also known as TEEN FEST 2011
i wanted to join PIKOM so badly but i failed to, so i join TEEN FEST as i found a job there as usher/ promoter
agent very strict, talk for 2sec only! agent comes : dun gather around, but actually i just wanna ask what isit... OMG!

total of 12 girls working tgt =)
all girls are friendly and crazy, when last day, i cant join them to picha picha as im rushing to another job
saw alot of photo they taken, aiyooo

the nex day, a SHELL event, the 500000 recently everyone talks about had held in HILTON KL
im the one of the usher, ushering the contestant play games, and usher the VIP to gives prices to them
easy job in few hours time

this few event makes me feel i m soooo old!
sorry to say, last time i work usually im always the youngest but now.... LOL
old liao old liao....
and all this event, actually my job scope is to make my leg pain! haha
not promoter and usher, but is to wear heels and make my leg pain as i do not wear heels often

let see some picha picha with the girls and myself =)

 sister =)

 im soooo tired 

while im wearing my heels, sister captured

the girls cornie 

fujiflim! Free by Company

the gold man

the girls =)

Shell Event, with the girls =)