imma jerk

yeah, im emo now

in this recent? or just these two days?

i think is menstrual problem

the same problem i faced and same things happen normally, i would not be so sad

but now i feel down to the max until i break down

why? i dunno 

people say menstrual will make a girl feel depress. i think

i feel everything are just so not good and everything are so sad

my friends, my classmate, my assignment and my love, everyone around me make me feel so sad

i dunno why, people try to "tam" me or want me to share out my thinking

but actually

i dunno what do i really want, i want it badly, but i insist to say no, and act like i really do not need

im such a jerk! 

what i want i reject, and do something that hurts myself

am i crazy or? 

i dunno, im so sad now

once awhile i will be very emo like now, i also dunno why.

qad, i know u know all these days i suddenly dun wanna talk, suddenly angry towards u
i also dunno why

希望你能了解/知道.

我现在很不开心,你知道吗?

我知道我很难顶,但是,你也是有难顶的时候.我希望我们能大家顶着下去