爱情让了累了?

近期,身边的朋友都为爱而烦

她和他结束了,
他狠心(cruel!)的一话, 说累了, 让她痛的要死
其实是对的, 不然很爱他的她, 怎么会死心呢?
立刻收到了电话,  哭泣的声音, 根本听不到她要说什么
我心想 : 再次见证了, 女人, 原来真的可以为个男人爱得要生要死
他们两个, 个性很不配, 两个都脾气爆遭,
但是 他们俩都各顶了大家两年多
就这样, 他不在出现在她的生活里, 生活的每一点, 每一滴 都不再分享
曾经, 她的所有依靠, 如今她的陌生人.
爱情真恐怖

另外个故事
他们也分手了, 单单因为一位女生的出现
见过一面, 就喜欢上了, 犯贱? 我可以这样称呼他吗?
还是说 那位女的发巧呢?
其实都不能怪别人, 只能说, 爱不够成熟

我没有站外, 因为我也是这样的女人,
我也是会有哭到心痛的时候, 也是爱一个人爱得要生要死
所以我知道, 我们不是笨, 只是太爱了
我们把他们当做是个全世界的依靠
一切都是因为爱

我不是男生, 我不知道, 可能男人也会有心痛到死的感觉
或许会偷偷哭的很惨, 我不知道,
这世界上, 没有一个人是什么都知道的, 有些东西不要知道跟好

不要想那么多? 都是骗自己的
因为我们太在乎了

TO MAKE LOVE COMPLETE, 

IT NEED BOTH OF US

=)

Christmas 2011

Is another Christmas of the year 2011

I LOVE Christmas and CNY

I love Christmas songs more than others festive song 

although people always say there"s nothing to celebrate for Christmas

but the mood is still there, shopping center playing Christmas song, and Santa claus with Santa rina walking everywhere in the mall

This year, i did not snap alot of Christmas tree, im kinda busy working, schools, and so on

Last year, i snap quite alot and my baby also help too as he went to SG the environment there were superb also!

the Christmas tree so leng leh!

anyway, this year i think we also never celebrate because we having exam soon! 

on 28dec2011 aiyooo

i swear! i will celebrate some day in future!!! >.< 

I WANT!

Let see this video! is sooooo nice!

the favourite twin singer from australia

they always sings with their awesome angel voice and one guitar on hand

that all but the melody are still beautiful

now 18 Dec, 10 more days is my exam day

gonna start preparing 

gather notes and try to change my mood as now my mood swings on Christmas and CNY

hahaha

end with a #bigheadmaker pic 

bye peeps! ❤ 

what m i thinking?

怎么晚上的我,很emo,但是白天的我就不会那么emo
世上没有完美的人,我试着做最好的人,最好的情人,最好的朋友,最好的女儿
或许,全部东西就是应该要有点不好才是最好的

有时侯,我们会吵架,虽然最近我们都经常不开心,
但是,我无法否认,只要有你在的地方,我都会很开心
真的.
你真的会让我笑起来,无论是做什么
I always love you


可能就是新的一天,新的心情
现在大家都在等圣诞节,过年
走在街上,圣诞歌(我最爱), 过年歌(最有气氛的)

哎呀呀! 怎么这次的festival我更加有mood的?
我要考试了,不可以在有圣诞节,过年mood了..

ME

I try to make it better,
I try to tell out all my feelings,
I realize that the somehow, the more i said, the more it worst
I never thought you would think like that,
I thought you would understand and we will "继续顶大家"

but everything end up so sucks.

I am the one that always think too much,
and i do not know how not to think too much.
people choose not to care, but i cant. sorry
i care alot
imma sensitive person, every single things i do care alot!

everynight thinking, do I am a good lover? good friend? good daughter? good sister?
I never feel tired because that what i care alot and i love

MAMA 2011

I know im abit too late to post this, yesterday night i just done with all the MAMA 2011 performance video

due to last few days of busy working, assignment and shopping

after i watched all of the performances videos, i feel that those who went to the live will never regret

i bet the music and echo sure very very very good!

i wish i could be there too

the musics that they remix are just sooooo amazing!

BEAST, 4MINUTE, 2NE1, SNSD, and SJ

Last time, i used to be a crazy fan on Kpop, now not that crazy but still got follow their news

The FAV performances is 2NE1
start from 3.22

imma jerk

yeah, im emo now

in this recent? or just these two days?

i think is menstrual problem

the same problem i faced and same things happen normally, i would not be so sad

but now i feel down to the max until i break down

why? i dunno 

people say menstrual will make a girl feel depress. i think

i feel everything are just so not good and everything are so sad

my friends, my classmate, my assignment and my love, everyone around me make me feel so sad

i dunno why, people try to "tam" me or want me to share out my thinking

but actually

i dunno what do i really want, i want it badly, but i insist to say no, and act like i really do not need

im such a jerk! 

what i want i reject, and do something that hurts myself

am i crazy or? 

i dunno, im so sad now

once awhile i will be very emo like now, i also dunno why.

qad, i know u know all these days i suddenly dun wanna talk, suddenly angry towards u
i also dunno why

希望你能了解/知道.

我现在很不开心,你知道吗?

我知道我很难顶,但是,你也是有难顶的时候.我希望我们能大家顶着下去

tired of make up

friday saturday sunday and monday and the few days before
i make up non stop because some interviews for jobs and work
there is no girls that hate make up, but there girls who lazy to make up like me
when i put on make up, i have those feelings, that my skin were suffering
but i need to work, i need some pocket money to shop for CNY
every CNY is my change style season, or should say is changing all my clothes
as i seldom shops i used to spent all my money on food!

last friday to sunday, maybe you all do know there are two event happening in KL
which is PIKOM PC FAIR and 2011 GAME SHOW also known as TEEN FEST 2011
i wanted to join PIKOM so badly but i failed to, so i join TEEN FEST as i found a job there as usher/ promoter
agent very strict, talk for 2sec only! agent comes : dun gather around, but actually i just wanna ask what isit... OMG!

total of 12 girls working tgt =)
all girls are friendly and crazy, when last day, i cant join them to picha picha as im rushing to another job
saw alot of photo they taken, aiyooo

the nex day, a SHELL event, the 500000 recently everyone talks about had held in HILTON KL
im the one of the usher, ushering the contestant play games, and usher the VIP to gives prices to them
easy job in few hours time

this few event makes me feel i m soooo old!
sorry to say, last time i work usually im always the youngest but now.... LOL
old liao old liao....
and all this event, actually my job scope is to make my leg pain! haha
not promoter and usher, but is to wear heels and make my leg pain as i do not wear heels often

let see some picha picha with the girls and myself =)

 sister =)

 im soooo tired 

while im wearing my heels, sister captured

the girls cornie 

fujiflim! Free by Company

the gold man

the girls =)

Shell Event, with the girls =)

im happening

recently kinda busy with fun =D
not assignment anymore, although i have tons of it
but forget about it, i really very lazy, tired, and feel abit mad when i wanna start my assignment

Yesterday 27.11.11 my secondary school friend weddings dinner
not much tables but everyone do enjoy
congratulations to my mates, and wish them happily ever after
stay sweet =)

actually, this is my very 1st BOOM i received

hahaha

The new born couple with their"s pet

back to 26.11.11 my beloved one graduation

He have done his Diploma after 2year 4months of studies, and now he proceed to advanced.d

alot of people on that day, every son and daughter calling their parent asking where are you???

include him

i thought he look good, cute, and the bear bear was a gift by me.. hehe 

come to the latest one, today!

a shooting day with sister again, but this time, is a beach shooting

and there are 2 photographer, so one of us one

and our theme are totally different

sister"s one is cool, and dunno why add on some happy/ sweet sweet theme

mine one is emooooooooooo 

lol

i don"t like emo la.. but shooting needs, ofcoz i try my best

 the moment were we going back after shooting

we"r exhausted!!!!! 

 AND I GOT SERIOUS SUN BURN!!!!!!! 

VERY SAD AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some preview from the DSL, emooooooooo

my 19 birthday THANK YOU

After 2 weeks of my 3rd november birthday 

I only post all of my celebration and the picture

This year birthday, I am very happy

Although celebration are delayed, cause we all are very busy =)

On the 3rd november my actual day

A surprise from my classmate, my class were 12pm to 8pm. 

So we celebrate in the class

Together with my twin, ashley chan

We were born in same day, same month and same year

And now we are in same college, same course and same class!

When i were busying with the assignment, 

They off the light and they came in with the cake

Thanks guys to celebrate with me

And a present from the class -ROMP shirt 

That they have plan and bought since last week

A present from my BFF 

Back to 3rd Nov sharp on 12.00am

The hubby posted a video for me 

He asked me, 

him: have you on your facebook?

me: no oh.. why?

him: oh.. u go see see.. see which friend have posted on ur wall la

me: okok, now go see..

him: later la.. now 12.00.. i wish u happy birthday 1st

me: oh.. okok

him: .... aiya, u go see 1st la, later u call me again

hahaha~funny baby

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=310449162302964&set=t.100000136497212&type=3

i never stop smiling for 3.00min of the video

2nd day me and him went to Levain 
Darl thanks alot i know you have done alot for my birthday
thanks for the celebration
i love you

the paste/ spagetti was very NICE

 His curry rice also boleh boleh

 The macaroons, expensive! 

 The baby boy

What happen the face??? boring ah???

Night time, we go Look Out point as i told him i never been there

So we hang out there and have our dinner, nice place, cold like genting

Luckily was not raining, if not we could not able to see this view

 The view nice huh? 

 For my parents, i received ang pau from them

Not much but as a gift from them

I appreciate 

We went to Victoria Station for my birthday dinner

 

The cousin  

 My sister

 The sirloin was nice better

i like it 

escargot with cheese!

the best in Victoria

 A brownies from them

 Jelly cake from my cousin

My celebration with secondary school friend 

We went to VIVA home

and have Garden for our dinner

we watched "you are the apple of my eyes"

it makes us think of our past time

the funny one, the sad one, the naughty one

ahaha~ and every story we have a fatty!

=D

 our mate are going to marry soon

congratz =)

*my very 1st BOOM*

 night time, we went to KAYU mamak 

 The present from them

They know i want this for sometime

but i never bought it

Coursemate bring me to kroom!

sing sing sing 

and someone thought to surprise me with cake

hehe, kena tangkap

but nvm, i know you got my heart!

thanks for the day and fun in Kroom

 do notice my "happy birthday" have burned?

my lovely friend did it!

and she blow the cake for me, coz the word are going to burned soon~

funny!

 A present from both of my VIP

Last with my jimui 

went to lowyat singk and also

HOMETOWN steamboat for the dinner

Dinner was good!

thanks my dear to celebrate for me

i know you all were so busy and tired already

I am very happy as everyone help me celebrate and remember my birthday

=)

我们长大了

haha, wanna write something 感性!

昨天, 和我小学/中学同学见面

说是帮我庆祝, 但是我开心是. 我们再次聚会了.

继跨年的那一天, 我们都好久不见.

haha, paiseh.. no new picture, LOL

回家的路上, 自己想回, 大家都没有变?

依然, 像以前那样

感性的, 依然如此的感性!

搞笑的, 依然的搞笑!

我们都没有变? 只是变得更加多东西烦?

我自己反而觉得

我变多话了, 我变勇敢了.

以前的我, 只是听她们说,我跟着笑.

但是现在, 我比较会讲?有吗?

我觉得是件好事诶~

我觉得我上college后真的变多话了

可能是我读的course的关系

见到不同的人, 慢慢的开始跟他们沟通

PR就是要会讲话, 不会讲, 就亏本了

所以, 我要努力!

加油! =)